ah.... yea..

by **baileyblack09** » Sat Nov 21, 2009 4:51 pm

so, hi.. im bailey.. most of you have talked to me before.. and for those that i havent spoken to, i look forward to gettin to know yall!

ok.. so, this is all very new to me.. ive never done anything like this so bear with me. i well, im addicted to stuff that isnt good for me.. porn, (sadly)alcohol, cussing, eating, among other things.. its really honestly quite ridiculous.. im supposed to be showing people around me God.. im not showing them God by being addicted to all this stuff. God wouldnt want me to be like this.. ive been abusing His creation. i want to change. i need to change. i cant be the Bailey God doesnt like anymore.. i need my Daddy to help me.. to save me..

im scared to post this but im going to anyway.. i mean, whats the worse that could happen? i know God has a plan for me and i am determined to live it out. i just need people to be here for me when im hurting.. when im think of going back on my promises.. when i have nothing to live for.. i need yall.

ok.. i think this is all i can handle for right now..

<3 Bailey

by **Poefenjaf** » Sat Nov 21, 2009 5:23 pm

Bailey-sis

We welcome you here with open arms. There is no condemnation here .. We love you and pray for you!

by **mlg** » Sat Nov 21, 2009 5:37 pm

Hi bailey welcome. Sounds like you have temptations just like everyone else sis...maybe not the same temptations but all coming from the same source...the enemy of our souls....your not in this fight alone sis....my prayers are with you. Time to begin fighting the good fight..

luv ya

by **baileyblack09** » Sat Nov 21, 2009 6:32 pm

thanks yall! this is all very new to me... new and encouraging (:

by **xxJILLxx** » Sat Nov 21, 2009 10:57 pm

hi bailey

welcome to sos

We all fall short and the enemy loves to force things in our faces and accuse us and taunt us with our short comings.

The truth is Jesus died for ALL sins, and sin is sin no matter what society views one sin being worse than another, and we all still sin.

We cant be perfect, but thank God for his grace and his sacrifice for our sins that we are made perfect through Christ's death. Dont be so hard on yourself let God know that you desire to get these things that are interfering with you and His relationship and let Him know you need His help on it. He is a ever present help and will help you conquer these areas because He desires to be in relationship with you.

So give them to God and trust He will see you through and we will be here to encourage you all the way.

Gbu

♥Jill

by **Tam** » Sun Nov 22, 2009 10:51 am

HI Bailey proud to see you stepping out sis. You said something that I want to remind you of. It is the truth.

i know God has a plan for me

Yes God does have a plan and a purpose for you . You are His treasured possession He loves you unconditionally sweetie. Keep reaching for Him and allowing Him in those secret areas of your life and He will do a work in you that you can not imagine. Keep up the good work sis
Love ya!

by **Whisperingsprings** » Mon Nov 23, 2009 2:45 am

Hi Bailey. I'm Whisperingsprings. yeah, pretty much the exact same boat only mine is taking on water due to a small well fed elephant I can no longer seem to ignore. Especially since it's growing and the boat is sinking. Did I mention the cold water?

I'm here with you. let's pray and figure out how to get out of this mess without hurting too many more people. I know God knows the path out of this.

ah.... yea..

ah.... yea..

:)

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