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[ladyartisan21]

Hey Guys!

Ok so here's a recap. i came here on Monday to turn my life back to God and find my peace and feel his glorious love.

So stepping stone 1 i hadnt posted so i will recap: i needed to let the light shine on my weakness for alcohol and how i kept stumbling on this and how this led to consequences which kept hurting me deeply. i have no surrended and handed this to god.

Tuesday i collapsed into god love and cried out the most unbearable pain alone and let him to flood me. his mercy and love overwhelmed and my prophetic gifts came flooding from the lord. he also gave me a great big bat and we started to shift things out with the authority of jesus. i was given the most unimaginable clarity on issues i hadnt realised had been a battle for me for years and my excitement was just mindblowing with the power of jesus.

I continued to do my stones and journal in my dairy at home and this week has been lifechanging thanks to the support and prayers of you guys and those around me, ive not been this close to god for a long time. i am able to laugh at the enemy in the face rather than crumble when he tries to attack.

when i hit the stepping stone for forgiving myself and others i recoiled into my shell and the guilt tried to take over again i bound the guilt in the blood of christ but this is my tough one forgiving myself and others, to forgive others when theyre still hurting me is painful and im very sensitive to this but im continuing to LET GO and LET GOD!!!!!!

So a difficult but great time, had some facinating dreams too this week and also painted a picture of an image god gave to me, AMEN!!!!

(If any of this makes no sense please let me know just so much in my head i want to share) x

[Dora]

That's wonderful!!!!!!!!!!!! So thrilled for this relationship between you and God.