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[blueshine]

Dear friends,
I want to share with you all, this testimony. I have experienced a miracle in my life. I have written a couple of post here, telling all how difficult situation I was experienced for more than a year.. I wanted died, I did not see any door and inside me felt without hope. Although these feelings, I kept praying, knowing than only Jesus could take me out from my situation, only Him.
I started “The healing path”. The first, second, third and four stone were very hard, I cried a lot… I was not able to forgive neither forget… I tried but I could not… so I stuck in stone 4, was not able to go to stone 5…. At the Church I felt very bad… I felt the worst person in the world… In my process, for any reason I could realized that pride and arrogance were winning this battle… …
Days go on and one month past away.. and I could not go further… the battle inside was very hard, really hard.. I felt like inside me were two people, one tell me all the things that people had done to me, every second… so many arguments came to my mind … .. but the other person inside me, just tell me to forget and forgive, to look Jesus and look up the future… but the first one was defeated me… the pain inside was very hard… until I could not sleep at all.. feeling terrible… and then… the word of God saying to me, so strong.. : “'Honor your father and your mother, as the LORD your God has commanded you, that your days may be prolonged and that it may go well with you on the land which the LORD your God gives you.”…. the Lord talked to my heart and told me: ”Do not matter what they did… DO NOT MATTER AT ALL, My Word said: Honor them (full stop)… hearing this… I kept praying and crying realizing that if He does not help me .. this is literally impossible to me… I asked Him for merci…
So as I could not sleep I pray just saying to Jesus “Please merci upon me… I am not able to do it myself…. It is impossible to me.. Please Jesus merci!!!”… …. All night I prayed to Jesus.. .. I felt like in prison… and cried to be free..
In the morning, without any sleep I decided to call my parents… I felt strength to do it and I knew that Jesus wanted me to do it, so He was helping me… when my mum answered, she was glad to hear me… after a year we had not talked… I asked her how she was.. and after her reply.. I felt special strength inside me and said from all my heart.. Mum please forgive me… and started to cried.. my mum started to cry as well and said “of course”, and asked me to forgive her as well.. so I reply, of course.. In that moment I felt like free of prison… It was really amazing.. something was broken...
This is so great miracle in my life… I had tried doctors, antidepressents, and many things.. and my pain were there, more depeer… but this day Jesus broke a chain… and my heart was free....

My brothers and sisters.. this is really supernatural... only God, my Jesus could do it… all the Glory to Jesus, is amazing how light I feel… the next night I could sleep so good… and the hard pain was gone..

I have other things in my life that I have to work out but the biggest stone in my heart was remove…. The big pain was gone

Today I talked to my Pastor about my current circunstances, still without job and waiting for a purpose in my life… but at least without that big pain in my heart… he told me that the path of forgiveness is not close yet… I should to face the hardest forgiveness….. this is to forgive myself…
I started this path… and yes is so hard as well… I do appreciate your prayers as I know that only Jesus could do it, could break it in my mind and heart and set me free… I feel that this is a batle of me agains me, and Jesus must be the winner... want Jesus reigns in my heart completly..

I will let you know when He does it. I know that He is with me, I want to win upon arrogance and pride… I will do it in the Name of Jesus.
Thank you for your prayer, I will pray for you all as well, Our Jesus is our only solution to all circumstances

[lyl1114]

Hi blueshine!

Thank you so much for your testimony! It brought me to tears...as that verse "Honor your father and mother..." has always been in my head for over two decades. I have a lot of resentment towards my parents...especially my dad. When I see him, I put up an act because anything to do with him, brings a lot of anger inside me. But it is this verse that I kept coming to when it was too much to handle. Someone here said forgiveness is an ongoing thing...Jesus said, seven time seventy...
I hope your journey, as well as mine, will become easier as we let Jesus carry us and lead us to freedom from our pain.
God bless you, blueshine, and I too will be praying for you!

[grandma dolittle]

An awesome testiomny! May God give you the strength to finish your journey.

[Mackenaw]

Hello Blueshine (((hugs)))

God bless you this day.

Hallelujah!!! Thank You Jesus!!!

Ohhhhhh, Blueshine, what blessed healing you received from The Lord. Praise His Holy Name. \o/ \o/ \o/ I, too, am blessed in reading of your miracle and blessed healing from our Lord.

Prayers are rising to our Lord in the name of Jesus, on your behalf, for continued healing and growth in His Truth. May God's blessed will be done.

God bless and keep you.
Love,
Sister Mack

[JohnR]

PRAISE GOD, JESUS, & THE HOLY SPIRIT!!!
WHAT AN INCREDIBLY POWERFUL TESTIMONY!!!
PRAYER WORKS!!!
Thank you for your message of hope & encouragement.
God Bless

Keep on Prayin!!!