Christianity Oasis Forum

[David]

Hey,
Been having a rough time lately. Went for a ride on my bike today (mountain). Had a 'great' day serving yesterday at the church. Here is the problem. I have about a 20 mile drive from home to the church- last night I was so off that I just wept much of the way home. Having much of the same trouble today. I am so anxious now. Can't think straight. I am praying and giving thanks, asking for my mind to be healed but feeling like a waste of space. I put a note on the dash of my truck to think good thoughts, haven't had a good thought in 2 days. I'm feeling darn lonely- want to find someone that could tolerate me- I just don't think I have anything to offer a woman. I can't tolerate myself. Just being honest, that is how I think. It's tough praying asking God to change my heart and soul and thinking He doesn't want me either. I am not even sure I'm 'saved'. I hate this. God help me.

[popples]

David you did a great thing serving others at church that alone takes great strenghth and God does want you infact he says he wants all of us, broken hearted unsound mind he loves all of us. Keep praying brother keep walking with him. The Lord and us here love you very much, yep just the way you are. Lord I bring David to you, and ask that you cover him with your love that he may feel your peace, that he knows when things seem unfixable that you will carry him, and little by little with his faith he can be fixed. Lord we are grateful for our triles because they make us who we are today and even though we dont understand let us have faith that through you we can be better people. Let David know you are with him. In your name Jesus Amen

[Debbie]

I feel your pain David. I re-read Step One on Faith today and re-discovered that this is a WE program, that we're to pray and agree for and with one another for our healing. Father God, in Jesus' mighty name, I pray and agree with David, and all of us who are working this 14-day program, that You will touch us with a mighty cleansing, purifying and anointing touch by the power of Your Holy Spirit. Help us to continue to pray in agreement for one another and help us to BELIEVE that we might receive all that You have for us. In Jesus' name, Amen.

[JohnR]

Hi David, God loves you & wants you just the way you are. I love you to bro & I know that in time God will help you find someone to share your life with. I know it tough sometimes & I can relate because I too have been going though a down period the last couple of days. I'm married (26 years) & haven't had a physical relationship with my wife in over 6 months. I have to trust God that in His time he will heal our relationship & we'll be closer than ever. But right now I deal with a wife who is angry a lot of the times & right now has no interest in having a relationship with the Lord. One thing that's been helping me out is listening to Christian music. I pray that God will lift you up & heal your spirit. You mean alot to me & I'll PM my phone number & you call me day or night & we'll talk.
I love you bro & Jesus does too
God Bless

[Dora]

David It sounds like the devil is filling your mind full of lies. Toss those lies out and fill them with the truth of who God is. He's created you unique and wonderful. If He has a mate that's special enough for His boy He will bring her to you in His time. Maybe God doesn't have her ready yet. Maybe He wants to do some more work on you too. A great way to be prepared for Him to make the move is to start tossing out these lies and replacing them with His words of truth.

Love ya brother.