My Confession

[Karon]

Tried to write this at least five times but am very nervous to share.
Following one of the courses and the Holy Spirit has begun to show me the following.
Istarted to connect with my inner child who i have rejected all these years. I know the Bible and I am a Christian, but I keep thinking about my little girl has been lost she lost her purity of heart and mind through one inappropriate touch over thirty years ago. I lost the ability of talking freely to Jesus instead I am full of guilt and shame and I am finding I struggle with lustful thinking and other secret sin. I have no one I feel safe to share this with to and wondered if there is a mature Christian lady who could help me by email because I want to be restored and I want to be honest and reconnect with the little girl who needs to be healed by Jesus.

[Karon]

Am I safe to have posted this.

[popples]

hon let me tell you that this is a safe place.....and with God give it time you will find some very trusting people here.

[Karon]

Thanks Popples
All these years I've spoken from my mind sayin g what I believed people wanted to hear in order to be accepted and loved but deep down Ifeel lost like a small child locked in a dark room locked in fear and guilt. Jesus I need to know You. Please restore me.

[Christnundrconstruxn]

dearest new sister,
It is just as Popples has said and yes you ARE safe here
What some do not know is this site is VERY well maintained by some VERY awesome people that will NOT tolorate ANYTHING but God's love here.
I do not know if you have seen it but there is a forum I want you to look into
It's called "he took when I wasn't giving"
You can connect with MANY understanding sisters here that have been where you are,
Karon you are NOT alone
May God bless you and keep you
Cuc

[Karon]

Thank you very much Cuc
it's good to be here