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Stepping stone Day 1
I am extremely embarrassed & deeply regret some text content between me and another man. We exchanged photos and I deeply regret this stupid idiotic act....It's sad b/c If I'm honest...I keep wondering what the heck he must think of me? Now, he sees a side of me that was extremely not a "good girl" image...and this is PRIDE. Another regret is that I am married to a wonderful man who loves me dearly and If he knew of my behavior, he would be extremely disgusted and sad...
One good thing is that I see now..that I truly need HELP! My Lord, What the Heck have I done? How did I get to this point in my life? What was I THINKING???? Why do I crave this attention from another man? I want to be content and satisfied with what I have. I want freedom from inner turmoil and pain that leads me to sinful behavior...a vicious cycle of fantasies since I was a little girl..an escape to try and feel better....but it only makes me feel small in the end.
My God, please set me free from the lies and deceptions from the enemy and myself.
One good thing is that I see now..that I truly need HELP! My Lord, What the Heck have I done? How did I get to this point in my life? What was I THINKING???? Why do I crave this attention from another man? I want to be content and satisfied with what I have. I want freedom from inner turmoil and pain that leads me to sinful behavior...a vicious cycle of fantasies since I was a little girl..an escape to try and feel better....but it only makes me feel small in the end.
My God, please set me free from the lies and deceptions from the enemy and myself.
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Ingegrity - Posts: 48
- Location: bible
- Marital Status: Married
Re: Stepping stone Day 1
You've taken the first step! Praise the Lord for that! Praying that you find forgiveness!
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Livin4Christ - Posts: 7
- Location: Winslow,IN
- Marital Status: Divorced
Re: Stepping stone Day 1
Inge!!!
You have taken the first step in healing!
Sis I am soo honored to stand with ya
I want freedom from inner turmoil and pain that leads me to sinful behavior...a vicious cycle of fantasies since I was a little girl..an escape to try and feel better....
The important first step in identifying this area of needed healing has been done. WOOT!
There is an awesome chat program offered Thursday Nights at 8 PM, SOS (for members 18 and older); Hope to see ya there! May it offer support and encouragement in His Will. For more info on what the program offers, please visit: http://www.christianityoasis.com/keyword/calendar.htm
Remember, above all else... you are NOT alone
Standing in Prayer for healing and wholeness!
Peace n Luv in Christ,
Lani
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace." (Romans 15:13
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Lani - Posts: 965
- Location: Lokahi
- Marital Status: Waiting on God
Re: Stepping stone Day 1
Thank you so very much Lani and Livin4' I really appreciate your support and encouragement!
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Ingegrity - Posts: 48
- Location: bible
- Marital Status: Married
Re: Stepping stone Day 1
hi so glad you are starting the steps and pray they will be a blessing and help to you
and that you do find the help in all of this that God has to give
and that you do find the help in all of this that God has to give
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Zemirah - Posts: 130
- Location: God's Kingdom
- Marital Status: Waiting on God
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