Christianity Oasis Forum

[searching]

Im so sick and tired of hurting. of being angry of allways worrying of never being good enough I just want peace i want god to be real for me I want the faith others have I want to be loved and safe and know with no doublt that im going to heaven im scared and tired of running everytime i try and get close to god life falles apart and I HATE ME because im weak and so worthless i cant take this anymore I just need Love but am unloveable Please god I am begging you if i cant be loved take me off this earth cause being so empty hurts too much I hate not feeling anything but anger and so much pain I need something different just for once in my life I want to be ok

[deetu]

searching...nice to meet you and glad you found us.
There is a study on the site that is really good for people to start out who are searching. It's not like school work for more of a walk. As you go, you post and we are there to help and encourage you.

http://www.christianityoasis.com/cccc/forum.htm

Please stick around and give it a go.

[ciny]

Hi Searching welcome to oasis
I love this place it is a good place to heal and make friends and to fill up on Gods word.
God bless Ciny

[lizzie]

welcome searching

So glad you are here.

I echo what deetu has shared about the study.

Dont ever give up. You werent put here to just exist. God has a plan and a purpose for you and He is waiting for you to seek Him to find out what exactly that is. The love you are seeking is there, its just hard to see right now cuz of that pain and anger. Try the study, you have nothing to lose and so much to gain from it.

If you need a friend to talk with, feel free to send me a PM.

GBU sister

[SimplyBreezy]

Dear Searching, wow reading your shared words really brought back memories of how I used to feel, at times I still struggle with things as many of us do, but God showed me a path to walk that true healing took place, feelings that I had never experienced in my life before, true happiness and love, so please hang on dear friend, your healing days are upon you, don't give up or in to the enemy of our souls, that is just what he wants is for you to lie down and lose your existence to him, but God knows you better then anyone, and He will get your through this, I know, because He pulled me out of my darkest days and hours and brought me here to this healing sanctuary, where I found love, friends, and peace for the first time in my life.

If you ever want to talk, please feel free to just give me a message or look me up in the chat room some time. I would love to get to know you and speak with you some time.

Have a blessed day and evening in the Lord.

Sincerely,

Breezy