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[Kess]

not sure y i even feel like asking for prayer in here....but i do ....tomorow morning i have a apointment with my neurophycologist to get the results of all those test i had during 2-3 weeks in may/june....i was going to go alone but then the dr said no mom needs to go with me and iam not sure y but i guess iam a bit nervous....ready for answers....but nervous (not realy sure y even)....so if u guys could just please keep my nerves in prayer and for the results to be good....and for me to accept help if there is a way for me to get some....and for me to not cry the whole time we r there ....thanks and Gbu all....

shalom kess

[Mackenaw]

Hello Kess,

I'm lifting you up in prayer to our Lord.
God's blessed will be done.

Kess, He'll be right there with you, don't forget that, ok?

God bless and keep you, Kess.
Love,
Mack

[Kess]

ty ma'am ur a

[Bloodstone]

Praying for you

[Kess]

ok....so i got half/some of the answer or results etc to day....and it was over whelming enough which she knew it would be so here is what she said so far....i have

social anxiety disorder
depression
anxiety
and another thing i cant remeber right now but it has to do with my learning and memory troubles....
and was already diagnosed before with ADD and OCD but this neurophycologist (sp?) thinks those things are part of the depression etc....some how it is all or most of it conected/related so the meds and therepy should help in most areas of struggle with those things....

so now that i have some diagnoses they will put me on zoloft and i will see 3 kinds of therepists each week to start out since iam kind of a mess and have been like this most of my life i/we just did not know why....
i dont like to claim any sickness/disease etc and so iam having a hard time with all this cause i dont want it to be true and i dont want to be treated as some one 'diferent' or 'slow'....we talked about the self-harm stuff and all kinds of things....im so drained now and of course i cryed haha....

i know i am not the only person on this site struggling with these and similar issues which helps some but its still tough not realy haveing a life....being tired and down so much etc but enough about all that.
i am going to get some real help soon and i want to and am going to get more stronger and be a beter person and get a real life with Jesus' help to!! Sorry this was so long....guess ijust felt like venting and it helps a bit to just keep people posted i guess....in case i have a bad day u guys can know im not just being a brat or what ever on purpose and u can ask me to leave if its causeing issues (please do) cause some times i dont even realise when i get to down/emotional etc....

thanks for reading/listening and caring to those who read this and do care....and Gbu all shalom kess

[Mackenaw]

Hello Kess

I will continue to lift you up in prayers to our Lord.

God's blessed and perfect will be done.

You are greatly loved by our Lord, Kess -- and by many others as well.

God bless and keep you.
Love,
Mack