day one

[huelsingbroad]

just completed day one. i feel that i am on this path to help me stand for what i believe. my husband and i are coming out of the swinging lifestyle. i always felt like i am powerless to stand up for what i beleive against someone i love and that i have nothing real to offer other than my body.
this abuse happened over a long period of time, and to several female family members, but mine was prolly the worst.
couple that with the loss of my main parental figure at age 14 and the fact that my dad was a drug addict who didn't care about his daughters and that made for such a life of promiscuity and pain.
i used sex as a drug, it made me numb. and since that's all anyone expected from me, i just kept going with it.
but GOD is taking me all the way to the root of the weed on this journey to make me clean and whole

[mlg]

heulsingbroad, you're on your way to healing...just know that we are here to offer you encouragement and support. Nothing is too big for God to heal...and He will help you.

Take care and God Bless