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I want to thank all of you for being so kind. I also want to thank you for letting me join this group. I know it will be a blessing and alot of help for me. When ever I feel tempted I plan on wrighting in here about it. Of course I will talk to God first. I also want everyone to know that a while back ago I destroyed all my movies,now I just have to figure out how to put a block on my computer because that has been an issue. Once I figured out I could watch porn movies on the net insted of looking at stills I was even more hoked. How can thay alow that stuff to be so easy for people to find? God please take it away.

Today has been pretty good I kept myself busy studing for my ged( Yes I am 35 and have no diploma ). I kept the tv off and stayed focused on God. That is good for me because I am currently unemployed so I have all day to do somehting that I shouldn't. It feels good to get through the day not feeling guilty for looking at porn.

I do have to admit that the last time I looked at porn was last weekend and the guilt hit me so hard I started looking for extra help and the Lord lead me here. Praise the Lord. You see I have been trying to change my ways and get right with God again but every time the temptation came apon me I gave in and of cource after it was done I felt ashamed and very guilty. Anyway I just felt the need to share more of my problem with everyone becuse it feels so goood to talk about it. Thanks for listening. God Bless

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Hey bluebird, we want you to share when you are tempted. We will be here for you. I think our sister susidivah may know of some blockers or how to find one, if I recall one of her old posts from way back to a member...

God Bless you and praying for you always

luv ya

[Poefenjaf]

HI there Bro

Well done in getting rid of your movies. I will keep you in prayer. All this sure ain't easy huh, but with you sharing here, it keeps you accountable to us, and it keeps us accountable to pray for you.

I have a very good web blocker for my computer - it's called Blue Coat K9 Web Protection. It is a free download and has a password on it. You block all categories you don't want and it is regulated by a password. Ask someone else to put a password on that you don't know ... they don't need to know the reason you want a password there.

Keep going Bro - you're doing great!