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by **mlg** » Sun Jun 21, 2009 5:30 pm

Poe it's good to see His Spirit in you stronger than ever. You've found now how to defeat the enemy..through the Power of God and you are using Him as your strength through the hard times. You have grown my sister and you have come a long way. Day 14 may be over in the counseling but now you have many days ahead...where you can walk side by side with God.

Keep it up sis. Congrats on finishing the steps. God is so proud of you.

luv ya

by **flutemusic67** » Mon Jun 22, 2009 12:26 pm

Yaaaaay you made it through!

*Clap*

Love you, Melinda. Aka poepoepoe

by **Poefenjaf** » Tue Jun 23, 2009 10:12 am

Day 1 AFTER 14 Days *Wave*

Ok ... so I have gotten so used to writing in my blog, that not doing it today left me feeling kinda *Whistle*

with nothing to do.

Someone asked me the question: "Is your heart happy?"

To be honest, I am not entirely sure, but I know it is at peace for now. It is still feeling mighty tender after the last 2 weeks and especially this weekend, and I have a surety in my heart that God will be doing some more stuff in me. I am looking forward to it.

What surprises me is that for the first time in ... like ... FOREVER I feel that I can cope with just day-to-day life without feeling like I am just getting through it. It still isn't easy as I have to constantly remind myself to change my thought patterns, but I feel like I WANT to do that.

I have had another HUGE and painful curveball thrown my way in terms of my gran who is 91 and now seem to not have much time left with us. She is the ONLY person who has ever loved me for me and she always said that there is a special someone inside of me that she can see and that she loves dearly. She never rejected me and accepted me for me. My heart is aching to think she will be gone soon. In my heart I know that there are others that love and accept me for me, but ... :cry:

Despite this, I know God will help me through.

I continue to walk and refuse to be denied.

*Halo*

by **mlg** » Tue Jun 23, 2009 10:53 am

Hey Poe

It is so neat to see you are continuing the journal even after you have finished the steps. Journaling your thoughts here so others can continue to encourage you, when times aren't easy. Thank you for blessing us with this opportunity.

As for all the curves the enemy is throwing at you, they are just going to make you stronger and better adept at handling all the things that go on in this world. Keep striving in the Spirit...as this is where you will continue to have peace.

luv ya sis

by **---** » Tue Jun 23, 2009 8:32 pm

oh Poefenjaf, you sound so like me. I am lost & don't know who I am or feel what Gods word says I'm worth. I have a lot of issues, same as yours & I always feel like there's this darkness around me but at the same time, in my heart, I can feel God tugging me towards where He's probably been trying to lead me for years. My faith is growing but I'm not putting my all into it, whatever that may be. I'm glad you're sharing because I don't feel so alone. I will be praying for you. Please pray for me, I want to be closer to him & happy for once. I've always been angry & never enjoyed anything. It's not right. I want peace & love from God to radiate through & around me so I may be free & help others be free. Again, thanks so much for sharing... *Pray*

by **sweetlittleangel** » Tue Jun 23, 2009 8:59 pm

yes that's it ma, together we keep walking, keep holding on, keeping eyes on Him, keep grounded in Him and keep on keeping on ..no matter what the enemy throwing at us..woooo we have the armour of God

wooooo u are a fighter of God ma! *Cheer3*

by **---** » Tue Jun 23, 2009 9:40 pm

Thanks so much for the encouragement!

by **Poefenjaf** » Wed Jun 24, 2009 12:06 am

Heyas godslove-sis

Of course I will be praying. You may not think so at the moment, or feel that it is impossible, but there IS freedom waiting for you in all of this sis.

I will be praying.

*Halo*

by **---** » Wed Jun 24, 2009 5:52 pm

Thanks I need all the prayer I can get at this moment-How do you get that picture beside your name?

by **mlg** » Wed Jun 24, 2009 7:00 pm

Hey godslove *hug*

you can go to the top of the page here and it says My C-O-O-L Space and click that then it will take you to your page and you can click on edit profile and at the bottom of that page is the place where you add your avatar.

Hope that helps.

luv ya

by **---** » Wed Jun 24, 2009 9:46 pm

Thanks for the help

by **---** » Wed Jun 24, 2009 9:50 pm

I don't see where it says My Cool Space at the top?

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