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[Faithful Angel]

I say I love you, I wait..Response does not come. Not even acknowledement.
When I need to hear your voice I pick up the phone to call you. The phone rings endlessly... I sit with the receiver still in hand. Where are you my love??..
I'm taking a walk down a beautiful rose garden...I feel that you are beside me. I bend to pick a flower, I extend my arm for you to smell it's wondrous fragerance. But the wind only blows the scent back to me.
Where are you..Don't you want to smell the beauty?.
You've been so quiet lately, It is like you are not there.
Are you growing tired of me. Perhaps I should make you're favorite dish.
Oh, I set the table so lovely and waited your arrival..
Later at night as I cry myself to sleep, I wonder why that you couldn't
make it to dinner. Perhaps it wasn't prepared to your liking anyway.
I'm sorry, please come to dinner next time. I just don't understand, I thought you loved me. I thought that you wanted to share your life with me. You said our hearts beat as one.
I need to take a long walk to clear my head.. I walked and walked for what seemed like miles. Darkness is nearing. I don't realize for a few moments that I happen upon a cemetery..I walk up and down the rows
and rows of headstones. All these people who were once so special to someone..I feel so sad.. I hear footsteps behind me. Is that you?.
Did you realize that you still love me , so you followed me my love.
I smile as I slowly turn around, anticipating you're loving hugs of apology
for being so distant. I am ready to start over with you. I'll always love you and I forgive you. But you are not there..My head hangs in disappointment. My eyes fall on the headstone below, The reality hits me like a ton of bricks...There, engraved is your name, date of birth and departure to heaven date. oh my love so long you left me.. I let out a blood curtailing scream as I fall to my knees and pound violently at the ground under which you lay. Please come back..You cant leave me here.
You promised, Remember?.
Our hearts will beat together, for mine cant beat alone. why oh why must I walk these roads of life by myself. After hours of weeping , while laying crumbled on the ground like a plane reck, peace suddenly creates a calm over me. I wipe away my tears.
Oh my heavenly FATHER I have not walked these roads alone, you have been there every step of the way..You have kept my heart beating and
and my love alive in your spirit.
Oh my love I now know what do to, I will wait for the roads of life to bring me back to you. All those times I thought I felt you near, it was not you at all..
It was actually Jesus making sure I don't fall.

[splash]

Dear FaithfulAngel....

Wow you're an inspired writer. I felt like I was carried along.. my curiousity was building and then my emotions were just overwelmed...

thank you for posting sis.


Love ya,

splashi

[Rob1]

After reading what you wrote, I feel as if I know how you felt...I'm speechless, and the only thing I can do is to give you a warm hug

[eriK]

hug angel!