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[popples]

I am amazed I realised God can set me free, I went to a Christian Church Celebrate Recovery meeting tonight. Watch out satan...just watch out.

Lord you are my strength you walk with me everyday through all we do, you love me unconditional you guided my treatment today and I believe you can heal me. I know you were there, I felt you today Lord thankyou for my triles because thats what makes me who I AM TODAY.

[popples]

All I know is he said walk with me, so one little step each day as long as I stay on the road to our Saviour. Thankyou God again for helping me rise today, thankyou for giving me life today and thankyou for helping me be real about my life.

[HelloMyNameIsSimon]

I am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy for you!!!
Praise God!!!
We love you Gwen!

[popples]

This is my last week here, I need to thank everyone for there support you have all been such wonderful people and I am going to write this website down for my children to have a safe place as I have. I will add to this throughout the week.
I actually dont know what hurts more being a mum or being a granma, hehe It was sad there tiny little feet red from the cold in the long wet grass they were sent to play, you never went without as children always warm always fed but I am too tired now,what does granma do?? Was I not there for you?? Please always know that your mum loved you and will watch over you. I tried through my selfishness to be there when you needed me, I know with some of you I hurt and Im sorry but I cant live that everyday because I am told that God forgives me, please please find it in your heart to forgive me.
Please love one another and love those that hurt you. Its ok to be in pain but just try and make things right everyday, dont carry pain as I have because you will end up messed up and no where to go. God loves the messed up ones too so I have peace from that.
When you wake each day thank God, when you end each day thank God again but thank him for your triles because those triles are who you are today.
I just need to say somthing befoe I go on....Im not writeing this for anyone to be worried so know that I have such peace in the Lord now. I am at peace with my past and future because my life is in him.

[Mackenaw]

Hello Popples (((hugs)))

God bless you this day.

Where is it that you are going, and why are you so sure you are going there? Care to share with me? I hope you will.

God bless and keep you.
Love,
Mack

[popples]

Sister Mac I will add to my post its hard to explain but later you will understand hon.

[popples]

I lied I lied to you all. After going to Celebrate Recovery I spend the next two days in such depression that I had made a terrible plan. I believed satan telling me God was ready for me to go home to him. I believed his lie so much that I came here to leave my note for everyone, my husband my children, and I lied to you all, using you all as an escape. Please find it in your heart to forgive me. I reallised satan is trying to kill and destroy me because he doesnt like the person I have become. Away from sin walking with Jesus. You know If God hasnt shown me enough times that he is walking with me this week again he showed me how he can put life into the dying, I know I have experienced my own personal miracles but I witnessed a tiny baby that was grey and cold taken by me from erics arms put against my face and praying in the name of JESUS to breathe, to this tiny little angel sent from God breathe and her cheeks went red. Lord forgive me when I fall that I will stand each day and walk with you, that when I walk away from you that you love me so much Lord that you still carry me. I pray everyday that I will invite you again and again into my life that satan has no control over me or my thoughts. In your name Jesus AMEN

[deetu]

Oh Gwen, I knew what was going on and I am sure that each and everyone of us were praying for you.
I am so sorry that I forgot to tell you that when you are on the right track, that the enemy will attack harder.
That is showing you that yes, you are on the right track

I forgive you for the lie because Jesus has shown you the truth... He still had you and you couldn't do it.
I want you to also know that you have the power of His name to tell those thoughts to leave you. When something negative comes... bad thoughts that you know are not from God.... say out loud.... "Leave me in Jesus name" and change those thoughts to Jesus and praise Him. Keep a favorite Scripture handy or a special song... ask Him to give you your own Scripture.
Do it as many times as you need... not begging but believing it has to bow down to Jesus name.
Phl 2:10 that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth
and you will see that it will get weaker and come less often. It will try to get you in other ways or will try to sneak that old lie in but now you know what to do. Replace the old with the new because you are new now and the old died with your old self.
2Cr 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone, the new has come!

Keep going to that new church popples... bring Mr Popples along too. Don't worry about the studies yet, just go and worship and be with like believers for now, soaking in how they know God... how God wants you to know Him. Let Him tell you what He wants you to do to break off strongholds.

You are so loved and believe it or not Gwen, you are doing great!!

[popples]

I feel so blessed to have found this site because I feel the love of Jesus here.

[popples]

I realised today God has such wonderful plans for us, he knows each breath we take each thought we have, he knew today and tomorrow before we did, as humans though we challenge our path. The days I walk with Jesus are much easier than those days I walk alone. I am human so I have choices, choose each day Gwen to walk with Jesus as these days are your happiest, and most fullfilling.

[dema]

God bless. Prayers going up.

[popples]

Praise God I found a great Christian Church...filled with the spirit and led by God. Its two hours drive from my home but with God nothing is impossible. Praise God for this site that has helped me get through my darkest times.