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[PrincessMcleod]

It's all I can do to fight on
It's all I can do not to break
It's all I can do not to crumble
How much more can I take?

Every day is a battle
A war raging in my mind
It's all I can do to keep going
It's such an effort to find

A reason to keep on living
Something out there to hold to
I look and struggle on
I turn my cares to You

Where are You? I cry
Why am I alone here?
Where did I go wrong?
Why do You not care?

I hate who I am
And I wish it all would end
I have not found reason
I broke, this time, not bent

But Something held me back
I couldn't take my life
I didn't have the strength
To give up the fight

I couldn't kill the gift
The precious gift He gave
He kept me from leaving
And my life He saved

To throw my life up in His face
Would be so very wrong
Why would you leave a stage
In the middle fo a song?

"I will give you the strength
You need to fight this fight
Keep coming to Me
Walk towards My Light"

I know I have the strength
To get through the night
He will fuel me, restore me
He will always be my guide


I dunno what to call it at the moment, so, um, yeah. I wrote this when I was feeling really crud about everything, and seriously considering ending it. God came and spoke to me, saying how I couldn't do it, and that there were people on this earth who loved me, and who cared about me, and would be really upset if I gave up. Which really got to me; I hate making anyone upset.

[1st Timothy 4:12]

:o that was BEAUTIFUL! you should publish that... My Strength?

[PrincessMcleod]

Hmmm . . . I like that My Strength . . . sounds good