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[gramms57]

After my mom past I got very angry with God for taking her and making me live the rest of my life without my mom. I was only 35 at that time.
Not sure if this was right but I felt like I was on the verge of almost hating God for what happened. I blamed him for the longest time.

Then when we started going to church, I found out that God did not take her from me, he was saving her from the devil and his band of goonies, but I didn't learn that til about 10 years after she died. So it was a very painful and trying time for me till I learned the truth about it. Then when I found that out, I also found that the devil was giving me those feelings and it was not Gods fault. That's when I got very mad at the devil and kicked his hinny to the curb and would not listen to his lying any longer

Just like when I stopped smoking he started to come around me again and I just asked God to take him and deal with him cause I just would not do it or deal with him and his lies again.

So this is my testimony to everyone and it is not easy for me to share this for that was and still is a very painful and sore spot in my life. I know that God heals all wounds but this one is taking a very long time to heal. I also have my Sisters' death and my Dads' death to deal with so it makes it very hard sometimes to rely and lean on God for his strength cause I have always done it alone so is hard for me to do, but working at it one day at a time.

Gramms

[Dora]

To let go of loved ones is so very hard.

It gives us just a small portion of understand of what God himself went through when He allowed His one and only son to come into this world, to be beaten bruised, and eventually killed in a very painful death.

I'm sorry for your pain gramms. Praising the Lord you chose to let down your anger and accept the truth in this.

Now you know the pain of loss you can reach others who are where you were. Such a wonderful thing to be used by God to help someone who is hurting. Isn't that cool.

It's just a short time sis that we are here on this earth. Then we go to a better place where we can see them again. Cling tight to Him. He is the way through it all.

A great place to get some help for the pain that is left is the cccc they offer here. Hope you give it a go.
http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htm

God loves you and so do I.