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[sweetlittleangel]

thank you mlg

yes im not on the mountain top yet..im getting there..sooner or later.

the new chapter in my life is slowly beginning..He is still work in and thru me..

He has placed me a the right place at the right time..to take care of my family..tho it was hard..in the end i know that too His planned for me. and being honored to be His tool.

i come to realized that i have so much more to learn and to know He better..in more intimate way.

i didnt regret of what i ve losing..which i thought was important in my life..as i know now.. to gain something that is the most important.. i had to lose something.

my relationship with Jesus is gradually become sweeter n sweeter each day passing..as i cud see the blessing of trusting Him no matter how bad is my situation may seems.

that He now can fully demonstrate His hope in the hopeless situation.

He give me the new meaning of He had always being there for me thru good and the bad.. i ve heard that phrase a lot but did i believe it truly ? now i do. He did understand when i was confused..He was there..but i was too confused to realized He was there? He understand when i was angry. He understand when i was upset. He knows what s going on in mind..He understand when i was tired of being tired..didnt i know He is the one who was TRULY understand. we knew that to have a person to understand us well give us a sense of peace. and to have the new revealation that He..JEsus UNDERSTAND ME. period. who i thought carried me when i was so weak but i had to move on.when i was too sick to do everyday things..who reached down to grab my hand when im about to lose my way..He grabbed me thru His people..which are really faithful to work for Him..which are brothers and sisters here..only by His grace and mercy..i cud get thru from day to day.

oh yes..the enemy..is continuously launched his attack towards my mind, heart, body and soul..he tried to prevent me from being helpful to my frens n family..tsk tsk tsk..dun he know that im aredy a winner..because He who has gone before me Has won and im belong to Him..He will help me to launch the attack back by His Words and protect me..the key is..i have to TRUST Him 100%. not 70% or so. That was the biggest lesson i had to learn for now. im still in His school..taking it, chewing it one by one. i might be slow but hey..im going to get there. i need to be patient with myself and also for with around me. yes..patience is the next lesson. fter all..how long He has waited for me and this precious moment to reveal more about Him and His plan for me each day.

yesterday was a beautiful day..He reveal His glory thru the sky..the clouds. as i walk out from my house..i looked at the sky..His light.. shining down from Heaven..penetrated thru the clouds..revealed all His glory and greatness. i keep continually saw the changes of the colors of the sky n clouds..from brightly white to silver lining to purple to pink-purple and to orange. then at about 6-7pm i saw one star appeared in the sky..too..brightly shining and bigger than other stars that i ve ever seen before. was i lucky or He trying to show me something? only He knows. then it disappeared thru the nite. the image of the combination sky with the star is still vivid in my mind today. He is..just wonderfully amazing God. i wondered how some cud have missed to witness His glory thru His glory. it blessed my heart for being one of the witness.

today my parents went to join for the mission trip. together with few of our church members and pastors n his family. they will visit some of the churches at the pastor's place and then wud go to visit people who are unbeliever. i trusting God to be with them and His power will reveal thru them to those lost soul. i pray for their protection and safe journey. they ll be back on wednesday. and left at home are my lil bro n my niece
dad told me to take care of myself and make sure we eating well. yes i will. i cooked chicken with mushroom and veggies for our lunch. i aredy have menu in my mind for the dinner .

its funny fter i lose something..my life purpose is clear

tho i dunno where the road is heading..but He the one gone before me..know it. tho.

my journey..is just beginning..still a loooong way to go.

love you mlg. Jesus love u too!

[mlg]

uh huh sis...I lost what I held most dear once...but in return I gained a new life...one that is promised to be eternal...something I hold even more dear than what I ever had...Jesus....we just don't ever know the path God has planned for us...but His way is always best and it's rewarding...we just have to say ok God let's do this...and accept the path.

Glad you are following the Lord sis...He loves you so much.

luv ya

[momof3]

hiya lilangel

thought of this song this morning..and thought of you....

He will carry me/Mark Schultz

I call, You hear me
I've lost it all
And it's more than I can bear
I feel so empty

You're strong
I'm weary
I'm holdin' on
But I feel like givin' in
But still You're with me

And even though I'm walkin' through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me

I know I'm broken
But You alone
Can mend this heart of mine
You're always with me

And even though I'm walkin' through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me


And even though I feel so lonely
Like I've never been before
You never said it would be easy
But You said you'd see me through
The storm

And even though I'm walkin' through
The valley of the shadow
I will hold tight to the hand of Him
Whose love will comfort me
And when all hope is gone
And I've been wounded in the battle
He is all the strength that I will
Ever need
And He will carry me

love you lil sis....sooo much!!

in Jesus,
love momo

[sweetlittleangel]

awwwwwww thank you soooo much mom for sharing the song

as i sitting here on my bed.. 4.49 am..that song.. make me cry in my heart because when i read the lyrics..its like i read my story life

yes..i wounded here n there. or now n then... by His wound i will be whole again..yes i will.

as im in the process of restoration and healing..both spiritually n physically

its time for me to rest in the shadow of His wings

going thru the valley..it can be so alone..and i asked..where is everyone..

then He answered me..Im right here besides u. always..

He hurt too when i was hurt.


so i must be fully trusting n surrender to Him

today was really difficult to do things around the house. if i was giving up i must be ended lying on the couch whole day.n we all wud no eating, but i said no..i must fight because i have to take care of our meal, laundry n home. so i screamed in my heart for His extra strength and endurance. ty God that my lil bro for being understanding during the dinner. he cooked his own noodle n i only have to cook for my niece n me. then he prepared hot cocoa for us during the supper. maybe he knew i was super tired n in pain. so im proud to say that it was He.. carried me today to get me thru one more day. not by my strength but by His grace n mercy.

His songs helped me alot..im living thru the musics. wud love to share two songs.

When The Rain Comes by Third Day

When the rain comes it seems that everyone has
gone away
When the night falls you wonder if you shouldn't
find someplace
To run and hide
Escape the pain
But hiding's such a lonely thing to do
I can't stop the rain
From falling down on you again
I can't stop the rain
But I will hold you 'til it goes away
When the rain comes
you blame it on the things that
you have done
When the storm fades
you know that rain must fall
on everyone
Rest awhile
it'll be alright
No one loves you like I do
When the rain comes
I will hold you


Warrior is A Child by Paris Twila

Lately I've been winning battles left and right
But even winners can get wounded in the fight
People say that I'm amazing
Strong beyond my years
But they don't see inside of me
I'm hiding all the tears

(Chorus)

They don't know that I go running home when I fall down
They don't know who picks me up when no one is around
I drop my sword and cry for just a while
'Cause deep inside this armour
The warrior is a child

Unafraid because his armour is the best
But even soldiers need a quiet place to rest
People say that I'm amazing
Never face retreat
But they don't see the enemies
That lay me at His feet

Chorus x2

I drop my sword and look up for His smile
Because deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
Deep inside this armour
The Warrior is a Child

shared by one of my dearest fren the other day.

love you all.

[mlg]

And look at you...what a kind brother to do something so caring for you...I'm so glad. Hope you get some rest and feel better soon.

luv ya

[sweetlittleangel]

day two since we three on our own. ^^

and its amazing how the Lord's presence with us is very warmth.

i just knew it. why? because we had a great time. His love was flowing smoothly between us three.. its been a long time i never had this wonderful moment where all we had were joy n laughter n peace..finally i can call it a home. my niece's laughter is just contagious..i cant help it but i will laugh when she laugh. its a wonderful gift. ty God.

we woke up a bit late today. fter having shower, i walked straight to the kitchen to prepare our breakfast. at first, i was planned to cook. aredy ve menu in mind..but instead of that..i cooked something simple for us..because i wasnt feeling so great. i was thinking..how im going to face today..yet i need to take care of us. fter my niece n me had our lunch...then we relaxing. i got up again to get our clothes and also the cushion covers..put it back on them. then i take off the sofa cover n put them in the washing machine. my niece help me unzip their zip , was nice of her. she too help me to hang the lundry by handing me the cloth one by one. i was really tired and we took a break. at 4pm..i looked at the floor and the sofa..oh yeah..need to be dusted and vacuuming. fter we sweep on the outside yard, into the kitchen again..to prepare for our dinner..that was how i started to feel energized..how..by the grace of He only..chopped th chicken, garlic, ginger. managed to cook us chickyen stewed which my lil cant wait to eat..as he smelled the yummy aroma.
at 8 pm we had our dinner..and watch tv n had fun together. im so grateful everything went well today..ty God. now i know how tough it to be a mum..esp when they have to manage everything at home. its need a lot of commitment.

fter we had supper..brought my niece to upstairs..she and my lil bro now sleeping safe n sound


ty God for the day.

[mlg]

Awww a day you sooo deserved...so glad for you sis...I can hear the joy in your shared words...it's so awesome to see you happy...

I was also glad to hear about your neice helping you...this is important that children learn early to help out around the house...it makes them ready for their own homes one day.

luv ya sis

[sweetlittleangel]

good afternoon

yes, He granted me with heart to sing with joy. when i was in the kitchen..i found myself singing with my mouth not in my head..like i used to do before.
and it is so naturally comes out of my lips. not that i sing it to myself..i was singing it to Him because i know He was there with me. and i even found myself dancing with the song that popped in my mind. my lil bro wud be surprised because never hear me singing like that before.

last nite..i talked to my cousin. she was sharing about there is a musical concert are being held at her place beginning yesterday. today will be praise and worship concert by Sidney Mohede. i told her if i knew about it earlier maybe i can join her. since they actually planned to back to our village to visit our grandparents..the plan was cancelled at the last minute due to one of the bridge there has been washed out by the river. i told her i was thinking about grandpa n grandma..do they eat right..thats one of the reason i dun want to come down. then my cousin said..ya..we have the chance to take care of them only when they visit us here..and im glad that u guys are with them back the village to take care of them. i told her..i feel sad to leave the other day..yet i need to take a break as well. i told my cousin..we only have one grandparents..and as long as they are here with us..we take care of their need the best we can..so that we wont regret once they no longer with us. and it became clearer last nite..why God placed me to be with my big family..it was not easy in the beginning. then i came to understand..i was at the right place and at the right time. my family needed me..to help my mum taking care of them. she cudnt do all the things on her own...as she can get sick and depressed. my grandpa need someone to talk to. since he been not well for over a year..struggling with skin problems on his legs..that never really cured. when i saw him..i think about the book of Job. i can see grandpa suffered so much for it and yet i never heard him complain. it just his children that make him sad..as he kinda feel neglected and unwanted. he is always happpy to see me around..if i gone for while. i knew he wud missed me around..and wud ask..where ve u been. we sometimes wud talked. and he wud shares what inside his heart. im so glad that he feel safe to talk to me...esp the things he wont share to his own children.

[mlg]

It's so good to see a family that is as close as yours...caring for one another...and caring for the older members as well...so sweet and something that pleases God.

luv ya sis

[sweetlittleangel]

today is Friday..

awwww unbelievable! am i here for one more day? no words can explain how grateful i am. when i saw the s.o.s info yesterday.. i cried in my heart. i said.. oh nooo.. is that mean i cant no longer be able to come here?.. and last wednesday was my last chance?.. oh nooo how about brothers n sisters here? am i going to lose them? when now my critical time.. this site always kept me in His center and refreshing my mind. while my lil bro n me was sitting at the table yesterday.. i told him bot the msgs. he said..yes i know..and then silence for few mins. i know he sad and he know me sad. then he broke the silence..we ve to donate.

when go and search for song..i bumped to this one.

It feels like forever since I can remember
It seems like it's always been this way
Keep the good news to ourselves, like a secret we'll never tell
I don't know why we've been so ashamed

But changes are in the air, sparks are starting everywhere
And oh, what a sweet, sweet sound
With millions of voices, singing new Choruses
Leading the way to higher ground

Keep on, keep on shinin'
Wherever you may be
Keep on, keep on shinin'
For all the world to see

Having faith in the long run is easier said than done
It's hard to live out in the light of day
You're bruised and you're battered, your dreams have been shattered
Your best laid plans scattered over the place

Despite all your tendencies, God sees it differently
Your struggle's a time to grow
And you, you're a miracle, anything but typical
It's time for the whole wide world to know..


while i was listening to this song...ohhh yessss it refreshed my mind.

thats it...keep on shining wherever we are!

even if i may not be able to come here in the future..

that song remind me and encouraged me to

keep on shining wherever i will be!

i love you all.

[sweetlittleangel]

today is Friday..

awwww unbelievable! am i here for one more day? no words can explain how grateful i am. when i saw the s.o.s info yesterday.. i cried in my heart. i said.. oh nooo.. is that mean i cant no longer be able to come here?.. and last wednesday was my last chance?.. oh nooo how about brothers n sisters here? am i going to lose them? when now my critical time.. this site always kept me in His center and refreshing my mind. while my lil bro n me was sitting at the table yesterday.. i told him bot the msgs. he said..yes i know..and then silence for few mins. i know he sad and he know me sad. then he broke the silence..we ve to donate.

when go and search for song..i bumped to this one.

It feels like forever since I can remember
It seems like it's always been this way
Keep the good news to ourselves, like a secret we'll never tell
I don't know why we've been so ashamed

But changes are in the air, sparks are starting everywhere
And oh, what a sweet, sweet sound
With millions of voices, singing new Choruses
Leading the way to higher ground

Keep on, keep on shinin'
Wherever you may be
Keep on, keep on shinin'
For all the world to see

Having faith in the long run is easier said than done
It's hard to live out in the light of day
You're bruised and you're battered, your dreams have been shattered
Your best laid plans scattered over the place

Despite all your tendencies, God sees it differently
Your struggle's a time to grow
And you, you're a miracle, anything but typical
It's time for the whole wide world to know..


while i was listening to this song...ohhh yessss it refreshed my mind.

thats it...keep on shining wherever we are!

even if i may not be able to come here in the future..

that song remind me and encouraged me to

keep on shining wherever i will be!

i love you all.

[Mackenaw]

Hello Sweet

Oh, what a beautiful song. Thank you for sharing it.

Sweet, it was so nice talking with you and the others in Chat tonight. Whether it's talking in Chat in reading your posts, I'm always blessed by your expressions of faith in our Lord.

Thank you, dear Sweet.

God bless and keep you.
Love,
Mack