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[sweetlittleangel]

mama..i know u ve shared some of the sharing here to me last time..

when i reading it here again still it make me ..in my heart.

the feeling of being worthless...i could understood tht well..yes..

n rejection by people..sometimes its not the words that being said..it could be their body gesture or body language..i know mama..its hurt.

and to work that forgiveness was even harder...but with His help..i slowly developed a compassion in my heart for those people..

the pulling of the weeds..it could never be easy..its a process.

God's timing is perfect..He never force us tho..till we are ready..and really letting it go...now that u are ready ma.

and again i would like to say ma..God is so very proud of ya!

God will pull u frm where u were or are now to a Victory ma! yes He will and already is!

with love ,
ur munchken.

[mlg]

Actually no you do not have dirt under your nails...in fact that dirt was washed clean and you were made white as snow by the blood of Jesus. You are now beginning to get rid of all the weeds one at a time, and now begin planting seeds of truth. For all those things that you believed bad about yourself, replace them with good things that you know God sees in you. And I want you to know, God finds you to be His beautiful child...and I see a beautiful heart, that needs to be released from sitting behind the walls you have built around you.

Your on your way sis. The steps are opening doors...peek inside and see what good blessings God has for you.

luv ya

[Dora]

Aww poe

*Sets down with a nail file to work on poes nails*
You are so brave and strong. I know you don't feel it right now, but you are.
Your sharing will help you overcome these and will help others as well.

Now that you've pulled those weeds, get busy planting the truth.

You are beautifully made in the image of God, you would make a wonderful mother and that baby is safe in the loving arms of Jesus, you'll she him or her again one day and she or he will know you and love you, the rape was because of lust and his issue was do to his own flesh, not yours.

God loves you dearly and sees you as the apple of his eye. Hold on tight to the Father. Worship him and serve him only.

love you dearly.

[Poefenjaf]

I couldn't do this without ya'lls encouragement and prayers.

I love yous sissies

[flutemusic67]

Poe....wow. Your strengths have always amazed me. Now I am even more amazed knowing what you have overcome. Your determination is awesome.

I understand what you mean when you mentioned the duplicities of your behaviours regarding yourself and God. I too do this.

You are a beautiful woman, inside and out. Don't ever let someone convince you otherwise.

God made you just PERFECT.



Love you sooooooooooo much, sis.

flute aka tooter

[Poefenjaf]

Day 5

Ok so I am back. Hmmmm. A big part of me feels all self-righteous and says "I have a right to feel hurt and be messed up". Pride is a tricky thing huh?

I know these are things I need to weed out. The anger, disappointment, hurt, self-loathing, self-pity and anything else I can think of.

This is hard.

I am not going to write much in my blog today ... too much stuff still toiling around in my heart. Will jot them down in here when I know what they are.

I am clinging onto this following song. Try and find it in youtube - it is sung by Kim Walker

He Loves us


Verse 1:
He is jealous for me,
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree,
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy.
When all of a sudden,
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory,
And I realise just how beautiful You are,
And how great Your affections are for me.

Pre-Chorus:
And oh, how He loves us so,
Oh how He loves us,
How He loves us all

Chorus 1:
Yeah, He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves.
Yeah, He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves us,
Whoa! how He loves.

Verse 2:
We are His portion and He is our prize,
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes,
If grace is an ocean, we're all sinking.
So Heaven meets earth like a sloppy wet kiss,
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest,
I don't have time to maintain these regrets,
When I think about, the way


I love you guys.

[sweetlittleangel]

[Dora]

Take your time poe and let things work it's way out. Here if you need me.

love ya to pieces.

[flutemusic67]

Love you Poepoepoe! God bless you!

[mlg]

Pride can be a monster sis, but being humble brings dove like gentleness and patience and understanding. Work on humbling yourself to what God wants you to be and watch the weeds begin to come up easier.

Push on through the steps sis. So much healing here that you need.

luv ya

[Poefenjaf]

DAY 6

OH MY scone!

I had the most incredible experience in the middle of the night! I woke up during the night and had such a feeling peace in my heart. As I was lying there, I felt a hand brush the top of my head ... like a hand would ruffle one's hair in a gesture of love and affection. I just KNEW it had to be God! I just felt God's love and approval on me.



I know I have a long way to go still in finding freedom from loads of things, but at this moment I feel like to the devil. I know a lot of my issues was because of his sly words and "suggestions" to me, so I feel a little but that's ok. He aint gonna be lying to me no longer. I am onto him

I am going to be making my Growth Chart tonight and really want to challenge myself in it. I am usually very bad with this kind of thing, but I will ask a few peeps to keep me accountable.

Don't get me wrong ... there still are a lot of tender and aching bits in my heart, but I just KNOW that God (and some of you in spirit) are with me and cheering me on.

It's been tough, but I can feel the difference already.

Keep praying!

[sweetlittleangel]

awwwwwww sure... that was God ma!