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[ciny]

Still on day two on the weed pulling told ya some of the weeds go deep !!!

i grew up in a home wear people argued all the time or they had to have it their way and i had to go along with it hard patern to break for me and worrying about what others think of me to thank you for the advice Pine its all about what God thinks and says about me not what others say and think i should write that down and place it on my mirror and fridge !!

i think the thing that bugs me the most is out of the blue when i was walking up the stairs to my mom's place is when my brothers comes walking down the stairs and says your ugly you know what you should kill your self because your not worth any thing any way the devil uses people you would least expect to be your mouth peace i had to speak crop failular on that remark in Jesus name but it still cuts deep and the devil knows i tryed to take my life in the past and truyed to re open up a door that God hellped me walk through with me and and slamed it shut in the devils face i know God loves him and forgives him and i love him to and for gives him and i forgive him to and love and fogive the rest of my family for past sexual abuse and mental and verbel abuse and I repent of the mental and verble abuse i said back to them in Jesus name amen

[Dora]

I'm sorry your brother did that to you Ciny. That must of be so hurtful. Very glad to see you are able to forgive them. It resembles Jesus when they hung Him on the cross He asked His Father to forgive them for they know not what they do. If they understood they were hurting others and knew the love of God they wouldn't harm others.

[ciny]

thank you Pine sis every time some one hurts me i try to rember those last words of Jesus when he was on the cross father forgive them for they do not know what they are doing!! other times i lash out yes it dose hurt when my brothers says stuff like that thank you for taking the time to read and respond to my post sis

[Dora]

your welcome! This week has been a crazy week for many. Perhaps for you too. If you get caught up on one day you can keep going forward. It doesn't mean you have failed it just means like me and many others you need a little more time to work through things that a certain day speaks to. Love you oodles!!!!!!

[ciny]

your welcome! This week has been a crazy week for many. Perhaps for you too. If you get caught up on one day you can keep going forward. It doesn't mean you have failed it just means like me and many others you need a little more time to work through things that a certain day speaks to. Love you oodles!!!!!!

thank you Pine the week was a little crazy was a good week to i went through the councling steps kind of fast the last time
and missed some stuff love you bunches to Pine

[ciny]

conclusion of day two.......
I rember the first time that i took this step and how the weeds looked like monsters and i was affraid what i would find and have to face but my desire to be be set free was much bigger than the fear of what i would find and i knew Jesus was with me
to face the pain of the past i knew i had to face it and trust gardener of my soul Jesus.
Their looked like there was no hope Jesus was walking with me and wateing for me to come to the garden of my soul he knew i was seeking him to be set free and the Lord id good to those that wait for him and seek him
and put their hope in him and wait on him he will renew our streangth and we will mount up like eagles and will run and not grow weary and walk and not faint this means we will be made strong in our Lord Jesus i find the word
of God is a great help in healing and is helping me to be made free in him it dose say in God word that the truth shall make you free and Gods word is truth!!

Lamentations 3
25 The LORD is good unto them that wait for him, to the soul that seeketh him.

Psalms 147
11 The LORD taketh pleasure in them that fear him, in those that hope in his mercy.Isaiah 40
Isaiah 40
31 But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

[ciny]

Day Three of my Healing Path Of Restoration... John 3
16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
(KJV)

God's Grace lost love and Faith
This part speaks to me today........
On how many people that were Cristians and have stopped beliving in God,because some thing really bad had happened to them i can totaley relate to this with the abuse i had gone through growing up and through most of my adult
life after i got married to my husband my life went on a down word spiral after that i rebelled went off the deep end blamed God and my self for it all i never looked at my self blameing God until this time around doing the councling steps
had to repent for that .
i have a choice today on how to handle the abuse that is in my past by Gods grace i chose to use it to to heal and help others to heal and show Gods love and grace Job went through alot lost his family and had boils alover is boady
and his close freinds miss judged him his wife told Job to curse his God and die he chose to serve the Lord and forgive that is what God is like he loved us so much that he sent his son Jesus to die on the cross and forgave us
and cleanesd us from all of our sins and all of our sins are forgiven and forgotten.I pray that i can totaly forgive and forget all those who had hurt me totaly like it says in Gods word that he dose for us .......
Psalms 103
12 As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.
(KJV)
I rember vividly a dream i had about one of the people who had abused when i was younger in the dream he came to me in my bed room when i was sleeping and asked me to forgive him i told him i forgave him i leraned later that day he had an aaccident
and passed away and my heart sunk in my stomach wear there was once hate their was a compasion for his soul and woundering if he had asked Jesus to be his Lord and saviori had been praying for him along time to recive Jesus as his Lord and savior !!

[Mackenaw]

Hello Ciny

God bless you this day.

When I read what you posted about the dream you had, I've gotta tell you...it gave me chill bumps -- sweet chill bumps -- the type I get when The Holy Spirit reveals something to me. Thank You Lord \o/ \o/ \o/

John 20:23
King James Version (KJV) 23 Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained.

Thank you for sharing, Ciny. I encourage you to continue with the study and embracing the Truth in the next stepping stones, the way you have in the others.

The Lord loves you so very much, Ciny.

Prayers continue to rise to our Lord in the name of Jesus. God's blessed will be done.

God bless and keep you.
Love,
Mack

[ciny]

Hello Ciny

God bless you this day.

When I read what you posted about the dream you had, I've gotta tell you...it gave me chill bumps -- sweet chill bumps -- the type I get when The Holy Spirit reveals something to me. Thank You Lord \o/ \o/ \o/

John 20:23
King James Version (KJV) 23 Whose soever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them; and whose soever sins ye retain, they are retained.

Thank you for sharing, Ciny. I encourage you to continue with the study and embracing the Truth in the next stepping stones, the way you have in the others.

The Lord loves you so very much, Ciny.

Prayers continue to rise to our Lord in the name of Jesus. God's blessed will be done.

God bless and keep you.
Love,
Mack

Mack thank you for your support and encouragment and suport sometimes i still get chill when i think of him and that dream and i belive i will see him in heaven i belive he was realy asking for forgiveness and i had a chance to forgvive him
and that acctualy helping me to forgive the others to !

[ciny]

When i have a hard time forgiving some one Lord help me to remember how many times you have
forgiven me !


Matthew West - Forgiveness Lyrics

It’s the hardest thing to give away
And the last thing on your mind today
It always goes to those who don’t deserve

It’s the opposite of how you feel
When the pain they caused is just too real
It takes everything you have just to say the word…

Forgiveness
Forgiveness

It flies in the face of all your pride
It moves away the mad inside
It’s always anger’s own worst enemy
Even when the jury and the judge
Say you gotta right to hold a grudge
It’s the whisper in your ear saying ‘Set It Free’

Forgiveness, Forgiveness
Forgiveness, Forgiveness

Show me how to love the unlovable
Show me how to reach the unreachable
Help me now to do the impossible

Forgiveness, Forgiveness

Help me now to do the impossible
Forgiveness

It’ll clear the bitterness away
It can even set a prisoner free
There is no end to what it’s power can do
So, let it go and be amazed
By what you see through eyes of grace
The prisoner that it really frees is you

Forgiveness, Forgiveness
Forgiveness, Forgiveness

Show me how to love the unlovable
Show me how to reach the unreachable
Help me now to do the impossible
Forgiveness

I want to finally set it free
So show me how to see what Your mercy sees
Help me now to give what You gave to me
Forgiveness, Forgiveness