Christianity Oasis Forum

[James.chevallier]

Suffering delirium from high fever which seems like it won't go away easily, I still overcome with a desire to sacrifice everything for the love. Other times, I have the quiet opposite instinct, to put as many continents and oceans as possible between me and the culprit of my sorrow, in the hope of finding peace and happiness.

I can't believe that I let this sucked the life out of me for so long. It wasn't meant to be and it never will. I'm glad it's over; no more pain, no more lies from that mouth, no more tears from the loneliness, and a lot of no more. I'm giving myself a time...a time to heal and forget. Maybe next time, I wouldn't end up with a wrong person again...

I need to really renew my mind and only feed myself good things...

[Dora]

James I've read along and I hurt for you. I am praying. Praying that Gods will be done. Keep seeking Him, Keep renewing. One day at a time. Take care.