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[calebsmom77]

Sometimes he says the must hurful and most cruel things! Why is he like this? Do I REALLY deserve to be treated in the way that he treats me? He makes it so clear on a daily basis that he just don't give a darn as to whether I live or die. And like rubbing salt in a deeply infected wound, he does it again. I know that I know that I know that he has a thing going with his ex-wife again. Every time he tries to sneak out and call her on MY phone that I pay the phone bill on, it hurts all the more! He was supposed to love me. He used to tell me all the time that he did? What happened? Why am I once again not good enough for someone? Why can I never be good enough for anyone? Many times this week I SERIOUSLY thought of ending it all. (Thanks to Grace especially for being there) Have had it all planned out, quick, painless and by the time anyone noticed (not that anyone would really care) it would be far to late. After the things that he said to me over the last couple days and especially today, I couldn't feel much lower. How I wish that I would just die!!!

[kimby]

I wish I could do this in person... ((((((calebsmom))))))
I don't know your story...in fact have never met you...but from what you have written....I do know something. His treatment of you is not your problem; it is not something you deserve. The problem in that lies with him. No one deserves to be treated cruelly and without a thought. I don't need to know a thing about you to know that. No one deserves it. No one.