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[mlg]

sla!!!! I've missed you my precious sister...so glad to hear from you. I will be praying for your physical and emotional strength to come from the presence of God surrounding you. Hope to hear from you again soon sis.

luv ya bunches

[momof3]

God bless you lilangel..sis you sure are missed round here. rest in Him, sis. we are praying for you! love you, girl.

in Jesus,
love momo

[deetu]

[sweetlittleangel]

Take you back by Jeremy Camp.

The reason why I stand
The answer lies in you
You hung to make me strong
Though my praise was few
When I fall I bring your name down
But I have found in you
A heart that bleeds forgiveness
replacing all these thoughts of painful memories
But I know that your response will always be

I'll take you back always
Even when your fight is over now (x2)
I'll take you back always and
Even when the pain is coming through (x2)
I'll take you back

You satisfy this cry
Of what I'm looking for
And I'll take all I can
And lay it down before
The throne of endless grace now that radiates what's true
I'm in the only place that
erases all these faults
That have overtaken me
But I know that your response will always be

I'll take you back always and
Even when your fight is over now(x2)
I'll take you back always
Even when the pain is coming through(x2)
I'll take you back

I can only speak with a grateful heart
As I'm pierced by this gift of your love
I will always bring an offering
I can never thank you enough

You take me back always
Even when my fight is over now (x2)
You take me back always
Even when my pain is coming through(x2)
You take me back

..i cried from the deepest of my heart when i listen to this song lately.

..im amazed when my fight is seems to over..and He take me back.

..im amazed with the peace He granted me despite all the pain i went thru and is going thru..

..He is simply close to my heart and carried me.

it is strange that i trust Him eventho i seems lose the battle..and i will hold on to the hope.

[mlg]

That's an awesome song sis...He always is waiting...no matter where we stray to...He's right there when we return.

luv ya bunches sla

[Dora]

I love that song!
Hold on tight to him sweet sister.
Jesus Loves you and so do I.

[sweetlittleangel]

i learned another new thing lately..

when i was in the condition of numbing..for few weeks..this couldnt be happening to me..no longer in school...that was maybe..denial..

then get into depression..by family members asking me to continue..but my heart no longer belong there..more stress thinking of going back there..adding to that..tired of helping mom taking care nephews, nieces, dad, grandpa, grandma..it was realllly hard to cope with..esp when the kids throw their tantrum..really test my patience..my mom stressed too..dad also..he said..new comer in family shud have be a blessing to family but not a burden..i can see grandpa is not comfortable with the kids running in the house, jumping from the sofa while we are resting or the baby is sleeping, fighting with each other and screaming..as for now..since the mom use rod discipline them when they cross the boundaries..its worked..and ty God..spare the rod or spoil the child..

trust..easy to say..yeah i did learned to trust Him thru all the twisted things that happening around..it did drained the energy..i got distracted..and once i refocus my thoughts to He..it is so weird that my heart is at peace and i now understand what it means by the joy of the Lord is my strength..still ongoing back pain and leg numb but i have found something more than anything..i have no idea what does it mean by the kingdom of God is within us..but now i do..that was what i had experienced ever since the trials start last dec..and i dun have any idea what it was in the beginning..i just can explained it was really peaceful when i was in THAT...realm..and Love.

it is so sweet to be loved by God and to feel it the whole day..no matter what is happening around us and no matter what we did..i experienced that too..which now the love overflowing thru the cup..to my family.

have a a very blessed Easter Sunday everyone

love you all.

[Dora]

sweet sweet angel, sister of mine.

Your journal brought tears to my eyes this morning.

Especially this part..

it is so sweet to be loved by God and to feel it the whole day..no matter what is happening around us and no matter what we did..i experienced that too..which now the love overflowing thru the cup..to my family.

If that's all there was. If that is all the gifts God gave us it would be enough. But he gives us so much more. How beautiful a thing it is. One day you and I will worship the King side by side at his feet together. What a glorious day that will be.

Jesus Loves you and so do I!

[mlg]

Sla Have missed your journals sis...glad to see you here. I know you've been through much and each day seems trying...but as you say this is when our faith grows the most. We look towards the Lord and He cares for us. He brings us strength and comfort.

Praying for you sis.

luv ya

[sweetlittleangel]

[mlg]

Hey sis, we are having EasterFest in chat this weekend...hope you can stop in and say hello. My prayers continue to be with you. Here if you need a friend sis.

luv ya bunches and bunches

[sweetlittleangel]

heyy mlg i love you a lots too!

im sorry i couldnt be here during the Easter feast. here at our village, there were spiritual revival service during that whole three days starting friday until sunday. it was really great and was really blessed during the service. the pastor has teach us about the experience of Jesus while He was here on earth, the work of the salvation, the great things that Jesus has to endure , how can we become like Him..the humanness of Jesus. one thing that has truly touched me was..we have a cousin who suffered from leukemia. he was detected with it at the age of 20++. and just a week before the feast, he was unconscious and we nearly lose him. it was a miracle. his white blood count was 300 , very high compared to when his first check up which was 30. he admitted into ICU in the town..for few days, he vomit a lot and being transferred to isolation ward for two weeks for chemotherapy. my dad, my mum and my bro have visited him. they said..only one person were allowed per visit because his antibody is in a very fragile state. while he still was in the hospital, his mum came for one day to join us at the feast. his lil bro stayed back with him. their family did the singing performance to praise the Lord and thanking Him for the miracle. it was very emotional performance...i cried seeing them crying while they sing. my heart really goes out for my cousin and somehow i knew His heart is too..when the pastor teach us about the humaness of Jesus..he said..i wud like to touch a bit about our dear cousin Mark. Jesus has went thru that level too...when he said...i command my spirit into thy hands.. Jesus truly understand when we was in pain and whatever struggles we are in. i said to myself..duhhh me..what im going thru is not compared to what Jesus has done for the world. and it inspired my spirit back to what have i missed to feel like that again. i thank you God for the revival service, it reignite the fire back and i said..ohh . serve my family..that s mean i do it for Jesus.
when i applied it to the situation in my family..i feel so honored for being a part of His small mission..dun have to look far..is within my family. when i look back..i learned few things. to trust God and to hold on the ground when things were overwhelmed. to let Him refill me with His love and peace and joy..and serve my family in love..when i focus my thought to Jesus..it make me even enjoy doing what i do in my family..may it mopping the floor, preparing milk bottle for my nieces and nephew, preparing tea or even feeding our puppy i love it reminded me..way to channel Jesus love to them..like thru the hugging..i dun want them to be feel like lacking of love. my little nephew are our concern for now, unwell now n then..very unpredictable. one day he wud be ok and the other he wud be crying all day that sometimes we have no clue why he is crying. as far as i remember..almost every week his mum bring him to see the doctor. he is now 9 months old, aredy sitting down and on the way to stand up . he is soo active tho he is sick and smile a lot. i love him a lot and happy to be part of giving love and comfort that he need. i feel like accomplished something when i put him to sleep.

today again in our village, they were feast. like in Leviticus 23:15. the harvest festival. since most here are farmers and the harvesting season has just finished. we had a service in the church today. all the farmers came to the front..bringing their paddy seeds for the next season and we all prayed for them and blessed by the pastor. then we all eat together at the long house.

they will be another event, it is Family day.going on soon, on May 1st. will be games for all the villagers, picnic and the service will be at open place which is the basketball court. we will gathered there with camp fire..sounded interesting.

thank you He..for working within me and thru me.

love,

sweetlittleangel.