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[Tam]

YAY!!!!!! Thank YOu Jesus! I made it 14 days being totally honest and I am still here. God didn't strike me down with His rod. I do believe that was the hardest 14 days of my life. But along my journey I found a peace within. Yes there is still some fear that but nothing like it was. I found out that God love ME and that He will always love ME. He may not like some of my actions but the love will always be there. I found out the the Holy Spirit is awesome and that He can comfort and give peace in a way that no one else can. I found out that being true to myself heals.
I found out that it is ok to believe in me. It is ok to say that I missed up.
I also found out that there is a little girl within that is hurting but God can heal her to. I found out that although I am scared of her I can go to her and we can work on this together with God's help. I found out that not looking over your shoulder on a continuous basis is quite ok. Because I am ok and God is taking care of me. I learned that I don't have to live in the fear of the past but that I can live in the sweet love that my Father has given me daily. NO I am not perfect, No I have not arrived, Yes there is still more work to ge done but at least I am on the right path of not fearing God anymore but allowing Him to help me along my journey.
Weeding my past will be a daily process. Tomorrow I am sure that I will have to weed out something that happen today and then the next day the same thing. But the secret is that I continue to weed.
OH YEAH I also learned that saying I FORGIVE does not mean what the person did was right but that you are not longer letting them have control over your life. Pretty neat huh
Today I learned that the Holy Spirit is powerful in my life and that He will be there whenever I need Him to be but I have to invite Him along.
I look forward to each and every day now and forward to what the Lord is going to show me next .
For I know that nothing is going to happen to me that He and I alone can not handle.
Thank you Father for being real to me and for loving me when I was so unloveable.
I love you Jesus and I thank you

[momof3]

Praise the Lord, my sister. He truly is GOOD. He is all that is GOOD. His love is totally amazing and all consuming. His peace is perfect and He is enough. God bless you, my sister. Dont be afraid to come back and weed as often as you need. He is ever-present.

love you, sis.

in Jesus,
love momo

[mlg]

I'm so happy for you Tam. You deserved this sis

Tam, I've found that I still have to go over some of the steps every now and again to remind myself of where I need to be in the weeding process or in the forgiveness process, or in the habit breaking process etc. So, if you find yourself needing to review a step here and there...go for it...they are always here.

Tam you've come a long way sis...being honest with yourself has helped tremendously. I think this is important for all who do the counseling steps...to be absolutely honest...

Thank you for allowing us to walk on this journey with you sis.

God is proud of you and so am I.

luv ya