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[Kashira]

Here I'am again. I know we're supposed to develop a relationship with the lord. I'am doing that. I just dont see like how come there arent any christian guys around where I live. All this city deals with is gangs,drugs,violence, sex and the list goes on. It's so stupid. People are commiting so many sins and they don't even think twice about it. Even the kids in high school. Middle school students are even probably just as bad as the older kids. It's really sad and yet stupid. I don't have a boyfriend. I kinda want to wait but then again I get lonely from time to time. Sometimes I think Jesus is mad at me but I'm never sure if he is or not. Or even if he's upset with me or something. I always want him in my life. I'm really worried how my senior year will go. If I'll make new friends. Who will be in my classes. I really didn't want the majority of kids that don't like me and the ones I don't get along with in my class with me.
I want God to bless me soon. Miracles to happen for me. I just have to be patient. That's the most difficult thing for me to deal with is patience. I also didn't know that Joel Osteen was a false prophet! Is this really true? I'm listening and watching his show. He only mentions Jesus like 2 times or something. But only talks about God. I think it's pretty funny that he blinks a lot. More than anyone I've ever seen. LOL. Also what does his so called smile mean? A lot have called him smiling Joel or something like that. I've also been told that Joyce meyer is one too. Is she really one also? I never really did like her when I was growing up and my sister listened to her. Oh hmm I have to go to home coming and prom this year. So I'll end up getting 2 dresses. Wow. Lol. Me and my mom also saw school supplies on sale today. WOW I was like mannn lets gooo. Haha. I think we'll get them later on though. Lol. I've always wanted to go on Wheel Of Fortune you know? I'm so good at the computer game. Also have won over 1,000,000,000 dollars on the computer game my mom just bought like a couple of days ago. My mom and I play together but help each other out. Sooo we did it together! I hope we'll become closer and what not, because we werent really all that close when I was growing up. 17 yrs later we're getting along. Better late than never though huh? ^_^. Oh I love dragon ball z man. That never gets old. Unless its a boring saga. I dont like it when it take 3-4 years just to beat the bad guy. I totally love Leona Lewis. I'm thinking about getting back into making my Anime music videos. God wants us all to be happy right? I love those. It's my most talented thing to do, I think. Well not most just one of them. *Also listening to Bleeding Love - By Leona Lewis.* Her voice is amazing. Evanescence is pretty awesome too. She can sing,she's a christian and she's pretty. Final Fantasy X is way awesome I love it. Someday I want my hair like Yuna's. Oh I want to learn how to play the guitar. I have one and all but I think it needs some tuning or something. I also have a key board. It teaches you how to play songs and stuff. Yamaha is like really popular these days I believe. Eureka 7 is my most FAVORITE anime of all time wow. I love the love story behind it. I hope I find my Renton someday here on earth. Or my Tidus from FFX. Haha. They're both awesome and Tidus is sooo fine. Well I'll write more tomorrow and what not. - Closing now. =). Thanx to who all comments this. ^_^

[mlg]

Kashira, I smile at what you type, because you say things like my daughter says. She likes Leona Lewis too.

Keep doing the steps. Be patient in the Lord. Your doing great.

Have an awesome day....hope you get the things for school that you want.

luv ya

[nene]

Kashira, you're toooooo funny!! Don't worry about your senior year everything's going to work out just fine. I'm sure there is a guy in your school that likes you. TRUST ME. You should be excited about being a senior, try joining a club you make friends that way. Don't be shy, let people see who you really are. Just be you. It was so hard for me to show who I really was, I always was quiet and I thought my friends didn't really care but, as I started to show who I was my friends and I got even closer. And for a while I didn't care what I looked like, but I didn't want to care. It was just this year that I started to care and I got up every morning and flat ironed my hair.( I HAVE A TON OF HAIR) And you can make friends by talking about what music you like, cuz personally, I loveeee Leona Lewis!! Just pray and everything will work out!! And just "keep bleeding" God's love!!!!

God Bless,
Luv nene