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[ciny]

Healing Path Of Restoration Day one ....

I think this is a good way to start Walking on my haling path again!!

I have decided to walk the healing path again and listen to Jesus and see any areas i still need to work on and heal from
I have found on my haling journey that praying to God to and asking him to hellp me forgive others and praying for their
salvation is freeing me and hopefuly freeing them.
I recently got to hear Judy Jacobs sing and preach hear in my home town and i had bought a prayer cloth from her which
she prayed over it with us that had bought it and her other materials in the center of the prayer cloth is a prayer to for give
others that i hold any hatred or grudges or ill will against ect......i added some of my own words to this prayer below....

prayer..............
Heavenly Father i forgive everyone that i hold any hatred,grudge or ill-will against and i pray that you will bless them and as you
free me from my end i pray that you will free them on their end i pray that you will draw them unto you and they will call on your
son Jesus as their Lord and savior i know that Jesus not only paid the price for my sins but he paid the price for the sins for the
whole world and is just to forgive all who call on him in Jesus name amen

[mlg]

Oh ciny....it's great to see you walking the path again...to see if you left any weeds behind....I too walked this path a couple of times myself...it helped me grow closer to God...and to uproot the past that was weighing me down....looking forward to following you on your journey.

luv ya

[ciny]

Hello mlg sis thank you i know i left some weeds behind and have some new ones to be pulled its all cool because i have Jesus walking the path with me and helping me to till my garden and have you all with me on my path to

[Dora]

Praying for you right now dear sister and good friend.

[ciny]

thank you Pine sis for your prayeres and support youare a good friend to me to love you !! hugs

[ciny]

Day Two
PUT YOUR TRUST FULY IN ME IAM HEAR TO HELP YOU!!!
weed pulling time and i have the gradener of my soul Jesus with me hellping me and instructing me in what i should do i hear him talking to me it is throug the saying at the beging of the councling program but iam wording it the way i hear
Jesus saying it to me IF I CAN CALM A RAGEING SEA IMAGINE WHAT I CAN DO FOR YOUR SOUL PUT YOUR TRUST FULY IN ME IAM HEAR TO HELP YOU!!!
I have a few deep weeded roots to pull still i have the issue of the woman that sexualy abused me when i was a teen i feel it loseing up after tonight when i prayed for her slavation and for God to set us bloth free i also prayed for my exhusband
and released him to God for his salvation this time when i prayed for them i felt more liberated in my spirt!
i still need prayer to help me with some sexual desires that come form the sexual abuse its hard to talk about because one itd imberacing to share and talk about i know from past experince that sharing it helped me alot i
use to have flash backs from the past sexual abuse stuff and i do not have them any more Jedsus heals and sets us free when we share it with others and release it to him this is all i have for know !
thank you Jesus and you all for listeing to me !!

[ciny]

Praying for you right now dear sister and good friend.

thank you pine sis you are a good friend and and a dears siter to me to and thank you needed to hear that

[Dora]

What came to my mind after reading your journal entry today was "baby steps." Then I went WOW these steps you have taken are way more than baby steps! Way to go sis! I love the way you keep grounded in Him. Yes you may fall but you come back to Him. Keep coming back!

[ciny]

[quote="Pine"]What came to my mind after reading your journal entry today was "baby steps." Then I went WOW these steps you have taken are way more than baby steps! Way to go sis! I love the way you keep grounded in Him. Yes you may fall but you come back to Him. Keep coming back! [/quote
thank you Pine sis some times it feels like the weeds of life are gonna come up and choke me out and i rember that i have my holy weed wacker with me the living word of God to help me cut and wack them down and the devil with it and good suportive christrian friends !!

[Dora]

thank you Pine sis some times it feels like the weeds of life are gonna come up and choke me out and i rember that i have my holy weed wacker with me the living word of God to help me cut and wack them down and the devil with it and good suportive christrian friends !!

Yes you do! Isn't God grand!!!!!

[ciny]

Weed pulling still on day two
one of the weeds i have to pull is fear of getting hurt by others and wanting to hide from everyone i constanly have this thougth they are gonna hurt me like make fun of me
so i end up pushing every one away i know there is a scripture in Gods word that says i will not fear what can man do to me or i go places i do not want to go because i do not
want them to get mad when its not a good place for me to be going still alot of growing hear and learning !1

Psalms 118
6 The LORD is on my side; I will not fear: what can man do unto me?
(KJV)
Psalms 56
11 In God have I put my trust: I will not be afraid what man can do unto me.

[Dora]

I fear angering people too. My spirit does not like to be around a strong emotion of anger. It's scary.

I'd like to encourage you to remember when someone says something about you, good or bad, it's their opinion. You have the right to accept it or let it go. You also have the right to take a moment and remind yourself of your beliefs about yourself and Gods beliefs about you.