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[Chasingcars4life]

Stepping 11

I must confess yesterday should have been my 11th stepping stone. But it is completed now...and Im over joyed but it all...everything. The way I have been feeling for this last week and half... it feels like years ago I started my very first stepping stone, but yet it was 13 days ago. (do to me missing 2 days seperate from each other) but man o man does it feel good.

My goodness theres so much to share. I am extremely spent from having to drive 2 1/2 to go visit with my Father because I got word from my mother that my brother had called her and he told her my Father fell from story side of the building, concussion...and bruising, but hes oky. When my mom told me that at first I was like Mama can u hand me the phone, and then I began to pounder it and Holy Spirit spoke to b and said...Go... Go to him. So I got gas in my car and I went. And before I left I said to my mom, "mom God just through my dad off the building" that sounds bad... but I do not mean it as it sounds. But its like he was placing that scare in my life to see if I truly have forgiven him. I listened...and I went. It was good to see him. And I pray that he heals quickly, and the pain subsides. Also while I was there I picked up my last check from my old job... and being that town the town where drugs were easily accessible to me... I didnt even call anyone, or want to approach that world, so I visited with family, and my coworkers and I was out... prayed for a chunk of my driving back.... and on the way there I praised Our Lord from the mountain tops (literally) and screamed Thank you out my window as I was driving.
The Holy Spirit spoke to b on the way there about my husband. I know that I am not wanting this divorce but if I would have never conflicted such pain on my husband...nor would he be wanting this divorce...and the last thing I want to do is conflict more pain on my dearest love whom I LOVE dearly from the depth of me... so I asked him today if it would be easier on him and less painful if I were the one who goes and files! no reponse yet because its late and hes in bed Im sure. But I pray that The Holy Spirit moves through my husband and softens his hardened heart.

More to write about... but Im exhausted. goodnight all and God Bless

[Christnundrconstruxn]

Hi Chasing
I just wanted to say I pray your daddy heals quickly and with little pain
and I wanted to give praise for going into the "battlefield"

and being that town the town where drugs were easily accessible to me... I didnt even call anyone, or want to approach that world

And resisting.....

And as for you and your husband and the divorce, I pray the Lord gives you with NO doubts the answers you need and that you are able to hear Him clearly and follow His direction, His will be done.

I pray you had a restful sleep and have a SONderful day
Cuc