Christianity Oasis Forum

[mglen32]

Wow, what do I say? I think this is a great program for me and others. I love the fact that we can help each other.
I have started a new church last year and I was loving it. It is non denominational and I was doing a bible study and just enjoyed it so much. I was learning about faith and going in the right direction. Then I became ill with hyperacusis and tinnitus. Hyperacusis is extreme sensitivity to sound in which the sound of water is bothersome and even the rustling of a plastic bag. Driving, shopping showering, I mean everything hurt. It hurts to hear. My whole life was put on hold as well as being frustrated and scared. Tinnitus is ringing in the ears or noised that u hear can change moment by moment. I saw I was slowly losing my faith as time has gone on. It's been 7 months now. I dabbled in the bible here and there but recently just completely stopped. I want to believe that I can be heeled and get through this, but my negative thoughts and words have taken over. I am beginning to see I cannot do this without God. But I need support and help to get there. I no longer go to church because it's way to loud. I basically am housebound and just go to dr appointments.
I am hoping to get to know some people that can be supportive in this journey through Christian Oasis.

[Dora]

Oh mglen That must be so very difficult.

You need your life back. I am praying. Perhaps the Lords choice is not to heal you immediately but through doctors. What ever be His will I ask it In Jesus name over this sister.

This is weird but while praying for you I keep getting this picture of a cat and a black pot bellied stove. Are you allergic to cats? Are you or where you around smoke, perhaps from a wood stove? How old is this house you're living in? Or where you or are you around asbestos?

[Dora]

Oh wow mglen

After I hit post I felt the Lord running to you. He Loves you so much!!!! He wants to heal this and is making a way. Don't give up on Him. He will never never never give up on you. Cause You're His daughter. His little girl. He loved you since before you were born even! Hang in there and keep praying.