My desire for freedom.

[chrisday]

Hello all, I have been struggling with a porn addiction for about 5+ years now.

It started around the time I entered High School which was around the time where my family stopped going to church because of the distance. I have tried to quit from the beginning which caused me to actually open up the bible for help but every time it seems I have managed to break free for a while I get pulled back in and out. I get so disgusted at myself as every time it seems I try to better myself by getting closer to God I feel a pull even greater than before dragging me down the pit which has been a real snare in my life.

I really don't have anyone here except Jesus to tell this to here because not much communication ever has gone on in this home, I really don't have a family member I wouldn't be to embarrassed to be open with nor have I have any friends my age except for the ones online.

Thanks all.

[momof3]

Chrisday,

I just wanted to welcome you to Oasis...and to SOS. You are sooo not alone. God led you here to find the healing youre looking for and do some things in you and through you...its not an accident youre here.

Youre in the right place.

You will get more responses to your post..and dont worry, you posted this in the right place.

God bless you.

In Jesus,
luv momo

[chrisday]

Thank you for your support!

[Lani]

Hey Chrisday

Welcome to the Oasis, so very glad to meet ya!

Welcome also to the SOS Forum. Seems I can only echo what our awesome sis momo n bro pjm have shared so..,

What they said

I truly pray you will consider pjm's suggestion to travel the CCCC Steps study... God truly has helped many souls break free and begin healing through that Spirit-filled journey.

Also, when ya feel comfortable, there is an awesome Chat Program that supports this forum (SOS) held on Wednesday nights at 8 PM EST... we will save ya a beanbag chair for whenever

Remember above all else (even when cruddy whisper the opposite of these truths)...

You are Accepted, You are Loved, You ARE His.

Honored to travel the path toward healing with ya bro.

Peace n Luv in Christ,
Lani