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[kimby]

Saturday 7 May
10:30 AM- Porridge with 2 Tablespoons of Raisins, 1 1/2 Teaspoons of Sugar, and Cinnamon, Banana
1:10 PM- 2 Rye Crispbreads with Chicken Tikka Sandwich Filler, Cucumber Slices, Sugar Free Strawberry Jelly
3:10 PM- Sour Cream and Chive Mini Ricecakes
5:10 PM- Banana Custard Yogurt
7:00 PM- Full Ulster Fry (1 Fried Egg, 1 Sausage, 2 Bacon, Baked Beans, Soda Bread, Potato Bread), Wheaten Bread with Butter,
Apple Tart, Orange Drink
12:40 AM- 6 Peanut Butter M&M's

Did pretty good until dinner....but it was a church fundraiser...so....
I did leave the second sausage...was stuffed and the sausages here aren't my favourite.
It is Sunday so time to check the scales...just under three off from last week. It was more on Saturday....silly Fry!

[kimby]

Sunday 8 May
11:05 AM- 1 Cup Cereal with Milk, Plum
2:00 PM- Breaded Haddock with Tartar Sauce, 4 Onion Rings, Carrot and Suede
4:20 PM- Banana
7:10 PM- Porridge with 2 Tablespoons of Raisins, 1 Teaspoon of Sugar, Cinnamon
8:50 PM- 1 Ounce of Salsa Pretzels
9:30 PM- 2 Rye Crispbreads with Cheese, Sugar Free Strawberry Jelly, 1 Piece of Chocolate
3:20 AM- 2 Kimberleys
Throughout the Day: 2 Litres of Water

[kimby]

LOL! It's pronounced 'swede.'
Suede is known as rutabega in the states...and it is yummy!

If you really want to be confused, check out my addition at 3 in the morning!!! LOL

[stillstanding]

mhmm
i WAS wondering about the kimberley's...what's that??


much loves,sis

[kimby]

It's a type of biscuit...cookie....
Two soft ginger cookies with some marshmallow concoction in the middle.
I am grateful I like them as people like to give me packs of them!

[kimby]

Monday 9 May
9:20 AM- Banana
11:35 AM- Porridge with 2 Tablespoons of Raisins, 1 Teaspoon of Sugar, and Cinnamon
1:40 PM- Carrot and Corriander Soup, 1/2 Roll with Butter, Apple Crumble with Custard
4:00 PM- Plum
6:20 PM- 4 Thai Style Meatballs, <1 Cup Cooked Rice, Vegetable Stir Fry (1/2 Green Pepper/Orange Pepper/Red Pepper,
1 Onion, Button Mushrooms in 1 3/4 Tablespoons Sweet Chilli Sauce)
9:35 PM- 2 Rye Crispbreads with Cheese, 1 Piece Chocolate
Throughout the Day: 3 Litres of Water

[kimby]

Oh boy was today ever a wash out!

Tuesday 10 May
10:40 AM- Porridge with 2 Tablespoons Raisins, 1/2 Teaspoon Sugar, and Cinnamon
12:55 PM- Carrot and Corriander Soup, 2 Rye Crispbreads, Peach, Sugar Free Lemon and Lime Jelly
4:25 PM- 2 Rye Crispbreads with Chicken Tikka Sandwich Filler
7:00 PM- Honey Chilli Chicken with Boiled Rice, Diet Cola
9:40 PM- 2 Oreos
1:15 AM- 2/3 Banana, Plum
Throughout the Day: 2 Litres of Water

[kimby]

CAUTION!
THE FOLLOWING POST MAY CONTAIN EXCESSIVE INSTANCES OF EMOTIONAL EATING AND MAY NOT BE SUITABLE FOR ALL VIEWERS.
I really hope I didn't undo everything today...for I know I will care later...but right now, in this moment...I could do with some more chocolate. Did all the snacks fix anything? No. But boy, did they taste nice!

Wednesday 11 May
9:10 AM- Porridge with 2 Tablespoons of Raisins and Cinnamon
11:20 AM- Sweet Chilli Mini Rice Cakes, Tea
1:10 PM- 2 Rye Crispbreads with Chicken Tikka Sandwich Filler, Radishes, Cucumber Slices, Peach, Plum
2:10 PM- 1 Piece of Chocolate
3:50 PM- 1 'Big Race' Chocolate Bar
4:35 PM- Banana
5:50 PM- Spaghetti with Meat Sauce, Corn, 1 Jaffa Cake, Tea
9:00 PM- Microwave Popcorn, Hot Chocolate
12:25 PM- 4 Oreos
2:00 AM- Tangy Cheese Doritos (lots and lots of Doritos)
3:45 AM- 20 Peanut Butter M&M's
4:30 AM- 1 1/2 Cups Cereal with Milk
Throughout the Day: 1.5 LItres of Water, 2 Large Glasses Diet Cola

[kimby]

I didn't do any better today. The scales hated me this morning which is just depressing. I shouldn't have been surprised, but still not what I wanted to see. I am ready for everything to settle back down again.

Thursday 12 May
12:55 PM- Banana, Sour Cream and Chive Mini Rice Case, 1 Chocolate Cookie
4:20 PM- 4 Thai Meatballs, Rice, Vegetable Stir Fry (1/2 Red Pepper, 1/2 Orange Pepper, 1/2 Green Pepper, 1 Onion,
Mushrooms, 2 Tablespoons Sweet Chilli Sauce), 1 Large Glass Diet Cola
7:55 PM- 2 Cinnamon Candies
10:40 PM- 1/4 Chicken Sandwich, 3 Tray Bakes, Tea
2:30 AM- Tangy Cheese Doritos
Throughout the Day- 0.5 Litres of Water

[kimby]

Friday 13 May
11:00 AM- 1/2 Banana, Granola Bar
1:30 PM- Carrot and Corriander Soup, 2 Rye Crispbreads with Cheese
8:00 PM- Chicken Chunks, Dozen Thick Cut Fries, Plum, M&M's
9:00 PM- Cupcake
10:00 PM- Tea, 2 Chocolate Caramel Biscuits
2:40 AM-1 Ounce Salsa Pretzels
Throughout the Day- 1 Litre of Water

Amazing how easy it is to excuse bad eating when parts of your life are stressful! It's not that I don't care...I do...I hate to see myself going backwards! It's just that I feel like I can justify it. The emotional overload is taking its toll. My sleep is very messed up. I sway back and forth between fits of working desperately on job applications and fits of tears. My hair is falling out. While not caused by the overwhelmingness of the last few days, I cannot help but fear that it will be prolonged because of it. The words just aren't there to express everything I am feeling inside.

[kimby]

Saturday 14 May
1:00 PM- Porridge with 2 Tablespoons of Raisins and Cinnamon
3:00 PM- Tangy Cheese Doritos, 1 Cinnamon Candy
4:25 PM- Pizza with Pepperoni and Red Peppers, 1 Large Glass Diet Cola, 15 Peanut Butter M&M'S
6:50 PM- Vanilla Ice Cream with Melted Peanut Butter and Chocolate Sauce
9 PM-12 AM- Tea, 1 Chocolate Caramel Biscuit, 2 Plums
1:35 AM- Tangy Cheese Doritos, 6 Peanut Butter M&M'S
3:30 AM- 6 Peanut Butter M&M'S
4:05 AM- Barbeque Mini Rice Cakes
Throughout the Day: 2 Litres of Water

SIgh..maybe tomorrow.

[kimby]

Sunday 15 May
10:45 AM- Porridge with 2 Tablespoons of Raisins and Cinnamon
1:50 PM- Plum
2:25 PM- Cod Fish Cake with Tartar Suace, Parsnips, Roasted Potatoes, Peas
3:20 PM- 'Big Race' Chocolate Bar
8:00 PM- Small Piece of Chocolate Cake
8:30 PM- 2 Rye Crispbreads with Chicken Tikka Sandwich Filler
10:30 PM- Apple
11:45 PM- Microwave Popcorn, Large Glass of DIet Cola, 2 Pieces of Chocolate
Throughout the Day: 1.5 Litres of Water

Far from perfect today, but I feel myself, while maybe not back on track yet, at least heading towards the track. My emotions are starting to settle again. Yes, it still hurts, and no, still nothing certain to return to in America, but none of this is as overwhelming as it was a few days ago.