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[mlg]

sla, I know you've been through much in order for you to be able to understand how the world and peer pressure and such can effect our walks with Christ. The enemy is always in search of ways to tear down Chrisitans, and if its not one sneaky tactic it's another. And those who are called to serve God often face even more attacks from the enemy, as he will do anything to get them to quit their job for God. We can't allow the enemy to win...so therefore we learn to notice the tactics the enemy is using quickly...and can counterattack with allowing Jesus to stand on the front line for us. Then we can use the experiences to help others who are where we have been.

Have a great day sis.

luv ya

[sweetlittleangel]

wow! what an encouraging post mlg thank you!

yes those experience were an opportunity to learn the way of the world..to recognize what are they..to be aware of the smooth alarmed..to differentiate whether it comes from the enemy or from Him..eventho some things were very painful experience..yet they were blessing in disguise..and i so thank you God..that only He be the glory...that He is going to do greater things thru us all..if we choose to listen to His voice.

[sweetlittleangel]

wow...one of the most important step...the calling..

wondered why i was awake in the middle of this nite..at 4 am..indeed He wants me to read the study at this beautiful hour for a beautiful study..

cud easily relate to this study..i remembered last time..when i was reading on this part..losing something to realize that u are being called..wow..i said..losing my study..sounds impossible..somehow i cud sense in my heart..it is possible..and weirdly i was hoping it happen bcoz i cud not wait to get out of there and have more time to serve His children..and when it happened..it was not easy..going thru some roller coaster experiences later..it was a long journey and the road was hard..wandering..just like the Israelites before they cud get out from Egypt..i learned what its meant to live with less..and what its meant to be cold and hungry..eventho for some..it was an extreme..just like He said..in Matthew 10:37-39..

i knew it was there all along..but it just need me to step out of faith..and follow the heart..and not what anyone else expected me to do..its clearly He cud ve keep me there...but He certainly has another purpose for me..especially the things happend at home..He place me at the uncomfortable zone..where it tested ur patient the most..it was hard..until finally..He make me see..i was there for the sake of His other children..it was honor..after i realized that..and i came to understand..to serve others above yourself eventho it may something simple..like taking care of children at home..or taking care of the elderly's food..that was also a ministry..wow..same goes with house cleaning..look like..among my siblings..He granted me with that gift..sometimes wondered it cud be my other sister who are physically fit better than me.

just like i lose one thing after another..slowly began to gain another thing..after another..yes..He revealed it to me thru another servant..i was not so sure about it last time..when i heard the small voice..something i never thought before..began to develop a passion in both writing and photographing..i really like sharing..the wonderfulness of God thru His creations..then i said..how..picture yes..i got camera at home..so why i not used it for His glory..which is everywhere revealing thru the things surround me..

and now when i looked within...i sensed...the passion to be an encouragement for other people..esp those who are hurting due to mistreated issue..just last nite.. not planning at all..was talking in chat with my fren..lead her to open up..since i sensed before she hurt very badly inside..i asked His spirit to help me to exactly what to say..and He did..it was amazing last nite..on how God touched her heart..when she is already aware she is loved by God..and knows that He feels her pain..that was..pheww..im speechless..

[mlg]

I love you sis, and everytime I read your posts and your excitement in serving God it just makes me smile. Look forward to your next step.

luv ya