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[sweetlittleangel]

im so thankful to God today...i was coming here down yesterday..i want to type what i have in my heart but i cant..i was upset at the things that happend at home..it started when we have family day the other day..it went well, ty God for that. eventho it there were few people trying to go against everyone else or go againts what has every had planned in the meeting..like they decided not invite a speaker due no fund..but then without asking the comitees..one couple then invited one on the last minute. eventho they paid for his plane ticket. since the game is one of the major event that was held on saturday..the speaker arrived on the same day..and the plan was inviting him to join it too..but when he arrived..they directly brought him..using the back road.. to their house to eat over there...that he didnt join the game. there other people wondered too..that why they were using the back road. and on saturday evening..there was port bless..eating together..with all the villagers..and the couple and family didnt attend..but they arrived just fter we eat..my brother , my sis in law and me were relaxing fter the eating..as the wife arrived at the door and saw us there..she told us she didnt know about that program..we was like whoa O.O because the program was her husband idea. there we know there were something wrong. when the wife enter the church she didnt smile at all..she was angry even at the pastor's wife. it was so hard when the heart is not parallel with everyone else. before the pastor came to the village...they used to lead and direct everyone else if there is any church activities. but of course when the pastor is here..he the one will lead it..that make them dun really like it. since my parents one of the committees too..pastor and wife prefer to ask help from them to buy the gifts and few other things..too they didnt like it. i could feel the pastor, his wife , other committees and my parents hurt by what they did...somehow i hurt too. but i let it go. then last sunday..,,the wife ask for forgiveness during the women service..and the pastor's wife stated in front of everyone that..about the buffet dinner...his husband was there during the meeting.
for me..pastor's teaching and his coming to our village was a blessing to my family and personally. they are going for a mission trip during this school holiday..and my parents will join too. yesterday i noticed that the conflict i used to see in my family is starting to pale..its not totally gone..i dun see my mum get bitter with my sis in law anymore for these few days..i see love is floating around and i sure the enemy dun like that.
few days before that..i was hurt again. my mom asked me to teach her with the puter..i said later on..because i was reading the study on here..then she said to me..u n ur dad just the same..selfish, he dun want to teach me too. in my thought..i said..if i was selfish..then why i cleaned the whole house everyday..i was thinking of everyone else while cleaning..like i mop the floor so that my nephew wont get diarrhea..despite of the pain on my back..i push myself to get it done. maybe i overwhelming because at the same time..my niece accidently push the door and the knob knocked straight at my lower back..
i understand where my mom comming from then..resulting from the mistreating by our grandma in the past..and still is...she became bitter about it for so long..and my dad wud be the victim of her bitterness..and it hurt when they fight over it..i pray that God will continue changed our heart and heal it...for i know everyone had hurt in my family. not to mention the situation of my sis in law and her kids. that made my mum bitter too.
i came here and type this all out after i talked it out to a fren on the ym. i was really need someone to talk just now and this fren appeared..my friend said to me..im grateful for what are doing in ur family. keep doing the good things rather than the bad. and filled ur heart with good things too. yes i was listening to chris tomlin songs yesterday..and it give joy to my heart..and it turn to gladness. when i got home...my nieces n nephew were at the door and they said..auntiee where have u been..awww they missed my absence and i go to them and kiss my niece forehead. i suddenly felt His love wrapped us all there.
amazingly...i then noticed God twisted anything that make me low to joy. it goes beyond my understanding...where the day before that..i was asking Him..are You seeing that im hurting or maybe im wrong..
today went to the river with the three muskeeteers .
im going to my hometown this saturday by plane..my parents will drive and we will meet on sunday..
actually i rather stay back at the village because there so much nature here..the green trees.the sky...the clean air...the river..i feel so close to God when and i feel His presence thru them..and my friend told me..when we close to the nature..we are close to the Creator. that s it.

[mlg]

Hi sla

What an awesome God we serve. Sounds like His love is opening doors of healing within your family. I know that there are still some trials...as that is what the enemy tries to do...tear down a Godly family...but stand strong my sister and hold on to that Faith...as God has all things and He will keep your family...bring peace to them...show His love within...and blessings will abound.

Keep in touch sis.

luv ya

[sweetlittleangel]

i dunno where my road is heading..but i keep trusting that He held me safely.

Sing Me A Lullaby by Twila Paris


'All I see is that I don't see what's ahead of me ,

I'm afraid my life will never be all I hope for in the end.

All I know is that I don't know where the road will go,

If I dream, then will I find it so will tomorrow be my friend?

Sing me a lullaby, sing me to sleep tonight.

Sing me a tender lullaby cause all my heart can do is cry.

Help me compose my soul, quietly take control sing me a lullaby and tell me I'm your child.

All my plans are falling through, and I don't understand yes, I know, my world is in your hand, but won't you tell me once again?

Sing me a lullaby, sing me to sleep tonight.

Sing me a tender lullaby, cause all my heart can do is cry.

Help me compose my soul, quietly take control sing me a lullaby and tell me I'm your child.'

[mlg]

Hi sla, I know exactly how you feel sis...been hard to tell my own path and where He is leading me these past few weeks as well...but it's just a matter of trusting that He has the perfect path already paved for us.

Beautiful song you shared sis.

luv ya

[Dora]

No matter where you go, He will hold you close.
He adores you.

Love you

[momof3]

oh lilangel...you bless me, lil sis! and sooo many here, too. i love and miss you! God bless you, girl.

hope to talk to you soon!

in Jesus,
love momo

[sweetlittleangel]

dear mlg, piney and mom

thank you so much for the warmth love

yes i feel exactly like in the lyrics of the song yesterday.

as i turn left and right..its a graduation season..and its so clever of the enemy trying make me feel bad..and telling me..where am i heading?..duh..

i missed the fellowshipping here too and with im being at my hometown i hope to talk to u all once in a while.

im so grateful each time i saw u guys log in..it wud gave me sense of hope as when i feel down..i tell myself..its ok sla, there are people who truly loves for who you unconditionally..esp here.

fter watch for that song..within few seconds lying on my bed..at 6 am..amazingly i fall asleep..peacefully..safe n sound..

and when i woke up this morning..feel very refresh. its like i drink a jug of tender love water.

love you all..a lot.

[mlg]

Yay sis...I'm so glad you are feeling better and refreshed. Jesus wants to fill our cup anytime we are low...and often He gives us friends we don't even realize we have...come here sis anytime you are down...and let us encourage you...you are a blessing...and you are loved.



luv ya

[sweetlittleangel]

good morning everyone

with You i can soar like an eagle..woohooooo!

i will take that leap..wooohooo!

with You all things are possible..wooohooo!

how can i find to say thank You..because HE been sooo good to me

i love You muchos!



With You by Mark Willard

Verse 1:
You have been so good to me
How can I find the words to thank You?
Healer of broken hearts and broken dreams
Lord, I will never cease to praise You.

Chorus:
With You, all things are possible.
Like an eagle I can soar.
With You the giants fall
They rise no more.
With You I overcome when fear and faith collide.
There's nothing I can't do
Anything is possible with You.

Verse 2:
I am constantly amazed
You are a God forever faithful.
As I look back on my history of grace,
how could I be anything but grateful?

Chorus

Verse 3:
No mountain is too high, there's no valley that's too deep
You're calling me to walk by faith so I will take a
Leap...take a
Leap

Chorus x2

Anything, anything is possible with You
With You
It's possible with You

[mlg]

Good morning sunshine!!! I luv ya sis..and what a sweet song

[sweetlittleangel]

"Mountain Of God" by Third Day

Thought that I was all alone
Broken and afraid
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me

And I didn't even know
That I had lost my way
But You were there with me
Yes, You were there with me

'Til You opened up my eyes
I never knew
That I couldn't ever make it
Without You

Even though the journey's long
And I know the road is hard
Well, the One who's gone before me
He will help me carry on
After all that I've been through
Now I realize the truth
That I must go through the valley
To stand upon the mountain of God

As I travel on the road
That You have lead me down
You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me
I have need for nothing more
Oh, now that I have found
That You are here with me
Yes, You are here with me

I confess from time to time
I lose my way
But You are always there
To bring me back again

Even though the journey's long
And I know the road is hard
Well, the One who's gone before me
He will help me carry on
After all that I've been through
Now I realize the truth
That I must go through the valley
To stand upon the mountain of God

Sometimes I think of where it is I've come from
And the things I've left behind
But of all I've had, what I possessed
Nothing can quite compare
With what's in front of me
With what's in front of me

yesterday i was thinking..its been a long journey that i ve traveled..to reach up to this level..without Him i wud have lost both.. battle and my way..forever...but fter all i went thru..i realized that i must go thru the valley to stand upon the mountain of God! regardless of the pain and struggles its nothing compare to what i have in front of me.

so stay fight,fight fight!

mlg i love you too

[mlg]

wooohooo that's it sis...we gotta walk through the valleys to get to the mountain so we can climb it...and once we are standing on top...yippee!...but we also have to be careful once we are on top...as the enemy will be throwing darts at us...trying to knock us off balance and make us fall...so the fight continues...til the Lord comes to take us home...what a day that will be!

luv ya sis