constant panic attacks and insomnia

I am getting so frustrated with my life right now. I keep turning to God in prayer and reading his word, & even listening to more Christian music lately. Sometimes it just makes me more angry. I wish I knew what was wrong with me. I'm not trying to be angry with God but I don't understand where to go or what to do anymore. I feel like I am doing everything in my abilities, but everything goes wrong anyway. I'm sorry for the rant, I'm just really scared right now. 
