Sept 14 Overcoming the World

I feel like the world is on top of me. I know I need to trust in the Lord.
I know He loves me.
But sometimes I blame myself for my husbands heart attack. If I hadn't let my son who was recovering from Heroin addiction live with us.
If I hadn't gotten cancer.
If I had gotten on his case for taking on the projects he was doing in the heat.
Then in myself I know that God knows our birth and God knows our death.
I toss back and forth like a ship tossing around at sea.
I pray for God to help me.
But the questions return.
I am sorry I can't be up lifting for you today.
Sylvia
I know He loves me.
But sometimes I blame myself for my husbands heart attack. If I hadn't let my son who was recovering from Heroin addiction live with us.
If I hadn't gotten cancer.
If I had gotten on his case for taking on the projects he was doing in the heat.
Then in myself I know that God knows our birth and God knows our death.
I toss back and forth like a ship tossing around at sea.
I pray for God to help me.
But the questions return.
I am sorry I can't be up lifting for you today.
Sylvia