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GEESH....I dont know where to start.....I'm going to try and make this long story short. I started seeing a man from my past (my 1st love as a child)....I was messing with him for a little over 5yrs.now... He tld me that he was getting married a week before his wedding (in 2009) ....I was pissed told him it was ova!!!!! well, it wasnt that easy....i tld his future wife all about us and the baby i lost and she still married him..he got married on a fri.... sat. and sun. was their honeymoon and mon. we was back 2gether....Yeah i know i was wrong....she even caught us together a few times. Anyway 2013 i said i was going to end it 4 sure...its been 17days since i seen or talked to him! Now i have reasons to believe he mess with a suppose to be friend of mine and i am going crazy just thinking about it.....no matter how hard i try i just cant let this man go....I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!!!! and he loves me too i know that becasue he tells me, shows me and i can feel it when we are 2gether.....pray for me......this situation is killing me......I have had my fair share of broken hearts i even put up a wall i wouldnt let NO man get close to my heart and when i finally open up this is what happens i will NEVER trust again!!!!!! my situation would be easy if i wasnt so much in love with him.....

Hello TC

God bless you this day, and welcome to Christianity Oasis. I am glad The Lord led you here.

TC, I encourage you to read a 14 Day Study, here on this site, that I believe will help you to grow in your relationship with The Lord. God loves you, TC, and He has the answers and the healing your hurting heart needs. Here is the link: http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htm

Prayers are rising to our Lord in the name of Jesus on your behalf. May God's blessed will be done.

God bless and keep you, TC.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack