I can't take it anymore!!!

I can't take this hurt, this pain anymore!!! Everything within me SCREAMS for someone to just take this pain inside from me! GOD, I AM BEGGING YOU, PLEASE JUST MAKE IT GO AWAY!! Why can I not for just once in my meaningless life feel like I am somebody? Why can't I feel like I am worthy to be loved by someone? Is this really and truly what life was meant to be like? If it is, then God get me out of here!!! I am tired of just trying to survive from one moment to the next!