my dear, welcome to oasis....tears are good...I understand how you do not want to cry in the wrong places, but it shows me that your hurt is very much on the surface of your emotions.
Just like when hurt in our physical body, so it is in our mind will and emotions, wounds can be still very sensitive to touch...and need healing, some take longer than others, but sometimes we look after our physical bodies, and forget we are a three part being
body, soul and spirit
so in feeling like you do, tells us that you need some prayer and care..do you have any one close to you that you can talk stuff out with?
we are all here for you, any time..but some times its good to be able to pick up the phone and call someone at times..
keeping in "stuff" is not a way to deal with anything, because it does not go away, no matter how much we push it down, that's all it is, pushed down.
only to rise again at anything that will trigger it
We have a Lord that has been touched with everything that we will ever go through,so He fully understand
By His stripes we have healing...not only physically, but emotionally as well
so the root of your reactions? ...unhealed hurts...
so now we need to pray for those hurts to be healed..not just putting a band aid on them...
sometimes it's hard to do that, because it opens wounds..but the lord is your strong tower..and help in time of need...
sorry for going on and on
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.....we are here for you to talk more...
we understand you....
Father..I pray that you take this dear one into you arms...and pour out your love upon her...perfect love casts out all fear...
reach down right into the depths of her being..and heal the root cause of all her problems..and as her wounds are opened for healing....give her you grace to get through the pain times...
we trust in you lord...
I leave my sister in your love and care...
and thank you for hearing and seeing her hearts cry...to be free
we know you are the lord of all, and you did come to see us free...
thank you lord for this dear one....
heal her I pray in Jesus Name
Amen