sexual sin
Posted: Tue Jun 22, 2010 10:28 am
hey everyone, im new to this site and i'm bless to have found this chat room so that i can express myself.
I will be married in two months and since months ago, i started to have all these feelings of jealousy towards my friend because she was still in nursing school and i had to withdraw. I prayed God to heal my heart but i felt that He wasnt listening because i keep on getting worse and worse.
Anyways, last week, i had this urge and i felt that i was going to explode. So many things was in my mind. I didnt wan to get married, i withdrew myself from everyone, i yielled at my parents, and i just felt that my my was taking over me. So i went to this guy friend place and the worst happen while i was there. I felt so guily that i cheated. Its like im becoming soo evil. I use to be a strong woman in prayers but now its like someone put an evil spell on me. Last night, i went to this friend place again and the same thing happened.
today I woke up feeling too guilty and i know i let my emotion taking over me. I rebuke satan into my life and i really need prayer to overcome these sexual sins. Im getting married in two months and my fiance means the world to me. im tired of cheating on him and i really want God to forgive me and restore my life. Will God ever forgive me? Im ready to do anything!
I'm glad you found this site too. I believe you were led here by the Lord as an answer to your prayers.
