sexual sin

[Guest]

hey everyone, im new to this site and i'm bless to have found this chat room so that i can express myself.
I will be married in two months and since months ago, i started to have all these feelings of jealousy towards my friend because she was still in nursing school and i had to withdraw. I prayed God to heal my heart but i felt that He wasnt listening because i keep on getting worse and worse.
Anyways, last week, i had this urge and i felt that i was going to explode. So many things was in my mind. I didnt wan to get married, i withdrew myself from everyone, i yielled at my parents, and i just felt that my my was taking over me. So i went to this guy friend place and the worst happen while i was there. I felt so guily that i cheated. Its like im becoming soo evil. I use to be a strong woman in prayers but now its like someone put an evil spell on me. Last night, i went to this friend place again and the same thing happened.
today I woke up feeling too guilty and i know i let my emotion taking over me. I rebuke satan into my life and i really need prayer to overcome these sexual sins. Im getting married in two months and my fiance means the world to me. im tired of cheating on him and i really want God to forgive me and restore my life. Will God ever forgive me? Im ready to do anything!

[Dora]

Hello sst I'm glad you found this site too. I believe you were led here by the Lord as an answer to your prayers.

He is hearing you sis and He is willing to forgive you.

I would like to suggest you begin a counseling offered here.

Here's the link.....

http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htm

Praying for you.

[mlg]

Hello sst, welcome to the Oasis! Yes God is a forgiving God and He will forgive you if you repent and turn back to Him. He loves you and He wants to help you overcome the temptation you keep falling into. SST sin is a choice...and God always offers us a way out of the sin...so next time you feel the temptation...look for the Light that leads out instead.

Praying for you sst.

I suggest the counseling program as well. I believe you will find healing in the steps.

Come visit us in the chatroom sometime.

Take care and God Bless