ugh.
so... i had been doing good up till tonight.. i failed.. and it sucks. i didnt listen to God and i ended up hurting myself and Him. im sorry i failed yall.. 
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What an awful feeling it would be to not know that He loves us unconditionally, and His forgiveness washes us clean again. We need not dwell in the past, for it is no longer, or in the future, for it has yet to come. The only time that exists is this the here and now. Lets take a couple of slow, deep breaths, and a few minute to be thankful for the things that we have been blessed with.....

psssttt...I want you to know that Jesus still loves you...He doesn't want you to be upset with yourself for falling...He wants you to allow Him to forgive you...and He wants you to forgive yourself...and then carry on. You know what to do sis...Get up and get back to it.