Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 2:53 pm
Well I logged in as soon as I got home to delete what I wrote. And there Macks responded. I can't delete what I wrote and leave people wondering what Macks talking about. Besides if the desire to delete it is that strong then maybe I should be leaving it. Perhaps there's a greater purpose for it being there than I realize.
On the road today one of my thoughts were about you Mack and I knew you'd say something along the lines of what you said. Even before I read your words or knew your post, just knowing Mack would encourage me that God is still there and God is still good, it gave me a rising of strength inside. Faithful sister Mack.
I want to get to the root as to why when others say something to me I hear it as them calling me an idiot when reality they were not saying or even thinking such a thing.
More dreams last night of everyone judging me and leaving me. Rejected.
God has done so much in me already that if there wasn't anymore healing to come I'd be fine. I trust that in time these issues will fade away. The dragon will be concurred and the little girl will be free. By the grace of God through His healing. Praising Him for His love and patience. I know through Him I have a future and He makes all things purposeful.
On the road today one of my thoughts were about you Mack and I knew you'd say something along the lines of what you said. Even before I read your words or knew your post, just knowing Mack would encourage me that God is still there and God is still good, it gave me a rising of strength inside. Faithful sister Mack.
I want to get to the root as to why when others say something to me I hear it as them calling me an idiot when reality they were not saying or even thinking such a thing.
More dreams last night of everyone judging me and leaving me. Rejected.
God has done so much in me already that if there wasn't anymore healing to come I'd be fine. I trust that in time these issues will fade away. The dragon will be concurred and the little girl will be free. By the grace of God through His healing. Praising Him for His love and patience. I know through Him I have a future and He makes all things purposeful.