Re: mercy 7 journal
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Sigh.........Im in deep water now--and drowning. I can't stop wanting to do it and even hurting myself now, I need help and no one to turn to besides Jesus but I need like someone literally here with me and well I guess this is only one way to stop and thats to turn computer off for the summer time while i try to get on track with Jesus.
i was in tears after it happen last night and I dont want to hurt myself neigher does Jesus. Why is it so hard? I think its couse like no one to really talk to and like all alone during the day with just in my room and well its just relationships missing that need to be there and well they aren't. thanks forl etting me explain.
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