Re: ? I appologize
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Wowza girl , it seems a lot had been "happening" since your last post huh ???
But that's all for the good sister .
Glad to have you decided to come back and share some more , see , such is the recovery process - its like the peeling of an onion , no sooner than we remove one layer , there's another one underneath - but here's the good news . Ever notice ? That when we first start the "peeling" process the first layer is the most , well , lets say "troublesome" , it is dry , brittle , and crumbly . We can never be able to remove the first layer in one piece . However , the more layers we remove , the softer and more managable they become , and pretty soon we will be able to remove the whole layer all in one piece , and before we know it (and here is the best part ) we suddenly realize that the reason we are able to do so , is not because we are getting "better" at it , it is rather the oinion is getting smaller , and that if we continue the good work , there will no more onion ! ... so , what do we do ? .... Grab another onion !!
CCCC and/or 12 steps , or better yet , the combination of both .
It/they , helped me to sort out all that was going on in my head , and put them in separate files first , then , it helped me to pick the one (file) that I can handle most comfortably , and get rid of that and move on to the next ... one file at a time , one day at a time .... We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves , and that's a promise !!!
Luv ya
In Christ , our Lord
vahn
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Glad to have you decided to come back and share some more , see , such is the recovery process - its like the peeling of an onion , no sooner than we remove one layer , there's another one underneath - but here's the good news . Ever notice ? That when we first start the "peeling" process the first layer is the most , well , lets say "troublesome" , it is dry , brittle , and crumbly . We can never be able to remove the first layer in one piece . However , the more layers we remove , the softer and more managable they become , and pretty soon we will be able to remove the whole layer all in one piece , and before we know it (and here is the best part ) we suddenly realize that the reason we are able to do so , is not because we are getting "better" at it , it is rather the oinion is getting smaller , and that if we continue the good work , there will no more onion ! ... so , what do we do ? .... Grab another onion !!
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CCCC and/or 12 steps , or better yet , the combination of both .
It/they , helped me to sort out all that was going on in my head , and put them in separate files first , then , it helped me to pick the one (file) that I can handle most comfortably , and get rid of that and move on to the next ... one file at a time , one day at a time .... We will suddenly realize that God is doing for us what we could not do for ourselves , and that's a promise !!!
Luv ya
In Christ , our Lord
vahn