My Quest for Rest

[Tam]

Ann Jesus is right there with you. Reach out and take His hand.
.

I can't I don't deserve it

Yes you can do this and Yes you do deserve to be free. What you don't deserve is what happen to you ...but with Jesus by your side you can get past this.
Love you girl.....Keep pressing in

[Dora]

It's always hardest Ann when the memories first come back.
Hang in there.
Look at what he's brought you through already.
You will feel alive once again.

God loves you and so do I!!

[Ann_is_Alive]

No new hopes mlg.

Umm, no Tam, I don't deserve it and it is not because of what happened to me.

Pine, I don't deserve to feel alive again. It's not a matter of what He brought me through.

I'm not remembering what's happened to me

[Dora]

Hello Ann

Can you please explain what you mean here.
I'm not remembering what's happened to me
You don't remember all the past or you don't remember the good God did with in you, which caused you to change your name?

Sometimes we want to remember all the past. I asked God to reveal to me what I don't remember, if it's Gods will.

He wants us not to look so much at the bad that happened, but to look at who he is and what he has done despite the evil we have encountered.

love you!

[Ann_is_Alive]

I am remembering things from the past but they are not about me being abused. It is about abuse.

What I remember is horrible.

There is evil in the world and I know first hand.

Sorry

[Dora]

Ann this world is evil.
But God is good.

We can focus on the bad and let it drag us down.
Or focus on the good and be lifted up.

I'm sorry you are struggling right now.
Keep searching and you'll find the way.
I know it's frustrating when you're in the middle of the pain.

It takes time for the salve to heal.

[mlg]

Praying for you Ann.

luv ya

[foreverHis]

Ann, at times we think we will never walk away for strongholds that have taken over our lives, but when God sets a plan in motion for your life...He will do everything to bring it to pass...He who has begun a good work, will finish it..
yes, it is hard on the journey you are on, but you will come thru it my dear...

God Bless Ann

[momof3]

Hey Ann.....God bless you, my sister.

Ive been reading along in your posts and just want to add a few things to what's already been shared here.

What was done to you was horrible. They were done by souls who were twisted by the enemy as well. Inside of each one of them is a child who has also been tormented by the same enemy who seeks to destroy your soul. This world is full of evil..and not one of us are immune to it in some way or another. The difference is, you are seeking the Lord in this. You cannot get through this in your own strength or understanding. Only the Lord can bring you through this, but you must CHOOSE to trust Him.

He sees the whole picture. He sees you the way He created you to be. The world has lied to you..misled you, hurt you...and you are seeing only that right now. Jesus has redeemed you. He has healed you and has set before you a plan and a walk that was designed for your life..but you must CHOOSE to trust Him. You must choose to understand that though all of this occurred...He will use each thing to bring about healing..not only to you..but to someone else who is walking on the same hopeless, fearful path that you have been on. How will someone know what its like to live and be healed in this by the Lord unless they have been in your shoes and have been healed and lived?

Sis, what you are hearing now are lies from the enemy. You must CHOOSE to seek the truth. You can do this because Christ promised you that you can do all things through Him..and He gives you the strength. Let go of the lies..and let God heal you. Listen to His truth and let go of the past. Look forward to what He will and is doing in your life..and give the past, that you cannot change, to Him to deal with. He is a fair and just God. And He loves you..no matter where you have been. Bring your brokenness to Him. Pour it out at the foot of the cross..and leave it there..over and over and over...until its gone. You arent who you think you are...You are His child..and He sees the YOU He created you to be.

Im praying for you and standing with you. Dont give up. He is ALL the strength you need...and He wont lead you through a place He cant walk WITH you through.

in Jesus,
love momo