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by **baileyblack09** » Wed Dec 16, 2009 10:47 pm

ive been doing very well. i havent given in to the badness.. so im not here to complain about that.. i just need to let some stuff out..

so, i hung out with my ex boyfriend tonight who is also one of my best guy friends.. i am and was in love with him.. hes so awesome.. but, hes got a girlfriend right now. that he loves very very much.. and i like her. she makes him happy.. i couldnt ever make him that happy. why does it have to be so sucky knowing that the guy i am hopelessly in love with is hopelessly in love with and devoted to another girl hes known for not even 4 months.(ive known him almost 3 years).. it hurts.. and when i was with him, its like... i wish i could find someone as perfect as him but a different person.. if that makes sense.. ugh! i really wanna like hug him forever.. earlier, i gave him a hug.. and i got butterflies... UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! poop. ): i need girl advice.. help..

by **mlg** » Wed Dec 16, 2009 11:28 pm

bailey...it is at these times that you need to sit down and share with Jesus how your feeling...and ask Him to take these feelings and temptations from you.

I hear a bit of jealousy...to the fact that this guy is in love with someone else...and jealousy sis can overtake you if your not careful...so refocus your thoughts on Jesus. He's waiting to talk with you.

luv ya

by **baileyblack09** » Thu Dec 17, 2009 8:13 am

wow.. i didnt even think of that mlg.. thanks mlg!

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