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Blind but now I see
Been a few days since I wrote in the blog, so here goes.
some of the people in Oasis know I have had many problems with my oldest daughter, a few years ago God told me lay your children at My feet and I will deliver them, I did this after many times of going back and picking them up, I was so sure I was leaving them there, until tonight God showed me I pick them back up, I mean I was telling them how wrong they were living and that if they would just go to God, my oldest daughter most of all, she does not want to hear about God, guess I'm just to close to see, but such a message was preach tonight, God told me..you pick her back up, you just love her and let me take care of the rest, now god told me i don't have to be a doormat but i do not have to fall for satans sneaky way of getting to me " through my children" for a while I would just tel her, I'm not arguing with you, and it work, she would storm out but I didn't argue, until the past two weeks and I would argue and get on my soap box, then cry until i was sick at night, God spoke so clear to me tonight and He show me I fell for satan trap but God still loves me and forgave me, and I know I must step back and let Him do His job, I will just love my kids and keep lifting them up in prayer, I know this isn't the "norm" as far as blogs go, but I just want to Praise my Lord for opening blinded eyes and letting me see, God don't need my help delivering my children, .... if He can deliver a dirty, filthy, lost doper like me, what makes me think He needs my help to deliver my children.
In Christ,
Christdaughter
some of the people in Oasis know I have had many problems with my oldest daughter, a few years ago God told me lay your children at My feet and I will deliver them, I did this after many times of going back and picking them up, I was so sure I was leaving them there, until tonight God showed me I pick them back up, I mean I was telling them how wrong they were living and that if they would just go to God, my oldest daughter most of all, she does not want to hear about God, guess I'm just to close to see, but such a message was preach tonight, God told me..you pick her back up, you just love her and let me take care of the rest, now god told me i don't have to be a doormat but i do not have to fall for satans sneaky way of getting to me " through my children" for a while I would just tel her, I'm not arguing with you, and it work, she would storm out but I didn't argue, until the past two weeks and I would argue and get on my soap box, then cry until i was sick at night, God spoke so clear to me tonight and He show me I fell for satan trap but God still loves me and forgave me, and I know I must step back and let Him do His job, I will just love my kids and keep lifting them up in prayer, I know this isn't the "norm" as far as blogs go, but I just want to Praise my Lord for opening blinded eyes and letting me see, God don't need my help delivering my children, .... if He can deliver a dirty, filthy, lost doper like me, what makes me think He needs my help to deliver my children.
In Christ,
Christdaughter
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