Journal Day Five
Posted: Sun Mar 15, 2015 12:43 pmAs I continue with this program God continues to take away my negative thoughts, opening my eyes to see the blessings he has already granted me. God is doing his part all the time. Now it's up to me to start doing my part, and I realize a HUGE part is just trusting God and letting go of worries about things I can't control. As well as not dwelling on things that are in the past that I cannot change.
I've spent too much of my life stuck in the rut of "What if.." and allowing that to hold me back.. I.continue watching sermons online, reading the Bible, and listening to Christian music and prayer everyday. ALL these things help keep me reminded of Gods glory! Doing these things are a part of my everyday routine and will continue to be. I've no intention on letting up even after I complete this 14 day program.
when I think about how this is helping me and through Jesus I am being healed I can't see a reason to be angry anymore..I have even thought about things that before made me angry and now i feel different.. hard to explain but not angry. Last night I said a prayer that changed everything.. I woke up today with a smile on my face and I know everything will be ok. Gods will be done. And whatever he has planned for me I'm not afraid anymore. I turned all my troubles, worries, and dreams over to him. My life is in his hands, and I'm ok with that.
I've spent too much of my life stuck in the rut of "What if.." and allowing that to hold me back.. I.continue watching sermons online, reading the Bible, and listening to Christian music and prayer everyday. ALL these things help keep me reminded of Gods glory! Doing these things are a part of my everyday routine and will continue to be. I've no intention on letting up even after I complete this 14 day program.
when I think about how this is helping me and through Jesus I am being healed I can't see a reason to be angry anymore..I have even thought about things that before made me angry and now i feel different.. hard to explain but not angry. Last night I said a prayer that changed everything.. I woke up today with a smile on my face and I know everything will be ok. Gods will be done. And whatever he has planned for me I'm not afraid anymore. I turned all my troubles, worries, and dreams over to him. My life is in his hands, and I'm ok with that.