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I am having problems..i want to start a journal but i find it so hard to get in touch with my emotions ect..for years ive both abused myself by saying to myself " your useless" " worthless" god does not love you ect..i was married but it was an abusive marriage...its like im being shadowed by dark feelings..i feel fear and i tend to hide what i feel. i suffer from disassotioative disorder and im totally distanced myself from me and everything..please pray that i may find answers..im totally lost..ruthgoddaughter

Hello Ruthgoddaughter

God bless you this day, and welcome to Christianity Oasis.

I'm glad to see that you are journaling, and I hope you are also reading the 14 Day Counseling study. As a Christian you are a new creation -- a new creature through the bloodshed of Christ Jesus, our Lord and Saviour -- and this study will help you discover that the temporary life of this flesh is no longer the goal, but that the new and eternal life is now the goal, where we walk hand in Hand and spirit to Spirit with The Lord and where we learn to overcome through Christ Jesus.

Here is the link to the study, just in case you have not yet started reading it: http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htm

Focus on the Truth shared within the study. The Truth will set you free.

Prayers are rising to our Lord in the name of Jesus on your behalf. May God's blessed will be done.

Remember, Ruthgoddaughter, Jesus is Lord and He loves you.

God bless and keep you.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack

Ruthgoddaughter,

I am so thankful to know that the Lord has brought you here. The journal doesn't need to be an emotional one. Somedays I wrote just because I needed to keep up with it. Other days I just was crying over it and I hadn't even expected the emotions to come out! When I found this counseling program I was so lost. So broken. So worthless in my own eyes. I told myself whatever happens I'll try it and see what God does. Sometimes God can heal in unexpected ways.

Don't give up on it because you have a hard time connecting with emotions! God wants to show you how much He loves you and how special and precious you really are to Him!

Don't give up yet you are in my prayers!
Ella

Hi sister Mack thank you so much for your encouraging words and prayers..

Mackenaw"]Hello Ruthgoddaughter

God bless you this day, and welcome to Christianity Oasis.

I'm glad to see that you are journaling, and I hope you are also reading the 14 Day Counseling study. As a Christian you are a new creation -- a new creature through the bloodshed of Christ Jesus, our Lord and Saviour -- and this study will help you discover that the temporary life of this flesh is no longer the goal, but that the new and eternal life is now the goal, where we walk hand in Hand and spirit to Spirit with The Lord and where we learn to overcome through Christ Jesus.

Here is the link to the study, just in case you have not yet started reading it: http://www.christianityoasis.com/CCCC/Forum.htm

Focus on the Truth shared within the study. The Truth will set you free.

Prayers are rising to our Lord in the name of Jesus on your behalf. May God's blessed will be done.

Remember, Ruthgoddaughter, Jesus is Lord and He loves you.

God bless and keep you.
In Christ Jesus' love,
Sister Mack[/quote]

Jesus loved us enough to die for us even though we are sinners.

shawnaudiotalk wrote:Ruthgoddaughter,

i started the program myself and am on Day 10 it has been great for me i have felt better. i will be pray for you to have God (Jesus) show you how much He loves you. take care

God Bless
Shawn

Hi Shawn thank you for your reply i appreciate the words you wrote..im trying to work the programme. may god bless you.
Ruthgoddaughter