Christianity Oasis Member Forum & Chat Room

Step 3 of the Healing Path has really touched home with me. When I was 21 years old I lost my first child. I was filled with so much anger and so many questions that I lost my faith. I carried hatred and anger in my heart for almost 7 years when I was finally drawn back to God through friends and family. I call myself a baby Christian because I still have so much anger, guilt and sin in my heart, but everyday I feel closer to God and the urge to do and be better. We all know that life these days is very hard and it's much easier to give in and live a "worldly" rather than "Godly" life. I am on day 5 of no pain medication and am making a conscious effort to make better choices with my thoughts, words and actions. I am better physically and emotionally. I know that there will still be struggles and I may fall down, but it will be much easier to stand back up this time. I am so thankful for this opportunity and this site. I look forward to this each morning and feel like it really is guiding me closer to God and to the kind of person he would be glorified by. Please keep my in your prayers. You are all in mine.

BabyChristian81, I'm praying for you and your family. You are in the right place, Be faithful. It takes 2 people to have a relationship. God is doing His part, you must do yours. THIS SITE IS A GREAT "GUIDE" FOR BUILDING A REAL AND LIVING RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD. This relationship will affect every area in your life. Great things are coming into your life, and again BE FAITHFUL. I believe this word is for you John 15:4 Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me Jimf