Day 9
Posted: Tue Oct 30, 2012 7:25 pm
I am just starting to grasp the concept of recognizing lies or truth and I have barely scratched the surface there. I know there are allot of things in my lifestyle that I need to change but these things will take a little time and I am feeling a little overloaded today. Please don't think that I am giving up because that certainly is not the case in fact I have made some lifestyle changes for the better already. My motivation comes and goes with my mood and today I feel a little tired and depressed but as a very dear friend used to tell me "this too shall pass". The truth is I need to find work and not being able to support myself properly weighs on me very heavily, I am ready willing and able to work but no one will hire me but now i'm just complaining. Every time I send out another resume it feels like I am just throwing it in the trash because I never get called in for an interview and this has been going on for a couple years now. I am just frustrated and sometimes my patience runs a little thin as it is now. I know that in God's time I will find the job that is right for me and it is so hard to get past that instant gratification mentality. So I guess the lifestyle change I will make today is to practice patience. Thank you again for all the positive feedback it helps so much. David