Stepping stone 10
Posted: Sat Aug 04, 2012 10:45 pm
Today's reading was really good. I have been reading about having a potent prayer life so this was really quite relevant to me. I pray ALL. THE. TIME. Everyday, several times a day. I honestly feel that 99% of the time, I don't have anybody else to talk to besides God, so I'm always having little conversations with Him throughout the day. I was always taught that we should pray to God, through Jesus (or in Jesus' name), so learning that we could pray to God, Jesus, or the Holy Spirit was new to me.
The main thing I've worried about in my prayer life is if I'm praying too much. Not, that you can ever pray too much, but what I mean is, prayer is not supposed to be repetetive, right? But I often find that when I am praying, one thing or another will lead me back to the same prayer, or the same thing I've prayed about a million times before. I'm worried that by continuing to pray for the same thing is like having a lack of faith, thinking that God didn't hear the first one or that he needs to be reminded or something. Does that make sense?
When I catch myself doing it, I just ask Him "Lord, if it be your will (fill in the blank), and if it's not, Lord please take these desires from me" because I don't want to keep dwelling on the same thing and wasting energy on something that may not be the Lord's will for me. But why won't the feelings go away??? It's very distracting and I feel foolish when I find myself continually praying for the same things over and over that may not even be God's will for me!
Anyway, I enjoy being able to pray and talk to God any time I want to, and I hope to just become better.
The main thing I've worried about in my prayer life is if I'm praying too much. Not, that you can ever pray too much, but what I mean is, prayer is not supposed to be repetetive, right? But I often find that when I am praying, one thing or another will lead me back to the same prayer, or the same thing I've prayed about a million times before. I'm worried that by continuing to pray for the same thing is like having a lack of faith, thinking that God didn't hear the first one or that he needs to be reminded or something. Does that make sense?
When I catch myself doing it, I just ask Him "Lord, if it be your will (fill in the blank), and if it's not, Lord please take these desires from me" because I don't want to keep dwelling on the same thing and wasting energy on something that may not be the Lord's will for me. But why won't the feelings go away??? It's very distracting and I feel foolish when I find myself continually praying for the same things over and over that may not even be God's will for me!
Anyway, I enjoy being able to pray and talk to God any time I want to, and I hope to just become better.