Day 10
Posted: Sat Jun 30, 2012 10:22 pmSo today started off really good, calm, and okay. However the enemy is busy and with the little idle time I had, I allowed him to enter my mind (soul) and I began to start feeling frustrated. My feelings shows on my face so my husband immediately noticed and asked what was wrong. I couldn't give him a specific reason because I didn't have one...
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I first tried to make up reasons like, been on my feet all day cleaning and cooking, having so many things to do in very little time, and my boys crying and complaining because their sleepy.... Then I thought about it, that's my life everyday so why did that make me feel frustrated today? I stopped what I was doing and told him I needed at least 10min. I ran into the bedroom and just started crying and praying....guess what.....it helped!!!! I just needed some alone time with God to let him know I wasn't feeling like myself and I needed him to adjust my attitude and he did just that!
A month or just even a couple weeks ago I would've kept going feeling more and more evil. I truly thank God, my Lord and Savior for this study!!! It's really helping me keep my thoughts and feelings under control! And it doesn't just help me, but it helps my family as well. I'm sure my husband didn't want to hear me nag for the rest of the evening....LOL.
To God be the glory....I feel so much better and now I can go and continue what I was doing with a better attitude....THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
. I first tried to make up reasons like, been on my feet all day cleaning and cooking, having so many things to do in very little time, and my boys crying and complaining because their sleepy.... Then I thought about it, that's my life everyday so why did that make me feel frustrated today? I stopped what I was doing and told him I needed at least 10min. I ran into the bedroom and just started crying and praying....guess what.....it helped!!!! I just needed some alone time with God to let him know I wasn't feeling like myself and I needed him to adjust my attitude and he did just that! A month or just even a couple weeks ago I would've kept going feeling more and more evil. I truly thank God, my Lord and Savior for this study!!! It's really helping me keep my thoughts and feelings under control! And it doesn't just help me, but it helps my family as well. I'm sure my husband didn't want to hear me nag for the rest of the evening....LOL.
To God be the glory....I feel so much better and now I can go and continue what I was doing with a better attitude....THANK YOU GOD!!!!!!!!!!!
I pray that He will continue to give you guidance & rest!
